So finally after chapters of depressing crap I have something good to write about. It seems like things are coming my way but I hope I haven't spoken to soon. I mean there's loads of things that contributed to it I guess. But what I want to talk about now is someone in particular. She probably won't see this so it's safe to just rant my heart out.
We started talking last year actually because one of my friends asked her to read my book. We spoke for a while then, but it was more like on occasion. She's older and she's way busier than I am because the girl thinks studying for years even after school's finished is a good idea. Right, continuing with the story. I think we stopped talking in September, not for any reason in particular - we just had other things to focus on.
After nearly half a year she randomly text me saying hi. Of course I knew it was her, I remembered. She's more mature than other people I've spoken to and that's refreshing in a way. Her perspective on a lot of things is really interesting, she is way more level headed than I am. But I just wanted to say that I appreciate it. The conversations we have. The crap we talk about. The crushes we go on and on and on about because we both know they love to be annoying af.
Even if at best we talk for half an hour a day she still manages to make me feel like for once no one is judging and she just listens (even if she is shit at consoling - not fit to be a therapist at all). We know we're both filled with problems and we both got the short end of the straw when we were brought into this world, but I finally feel like I found someone who understands me fully and knows what I'm going through and feeling. Not even my best friend does completely tbh.
Mate, if you are reading this.... thank you for that, it means more than I let on, and more than you'll ever know.
See you in that coffee shop down south some time. xx
- Mehreen
