That's it

"Decieving"

Sometimes I just wish to pause my every move and enjoy every second of it.

Sometimes I just wish to rewind my life and make everything right but where would the fun be in it.

And now when I am in the present I don't feel like rewinding it or forwarding it, I just feel like pausing, to just stop.

And to keep replaying your smile again and again.

But somehow I don't feel satisfied, the burning emotion keeps on increasing, trailing every inch of my body with its icy cold fingers.

And do you know what's more hurting than your smile is that I am not the reason for your smile?

Every time I see you smile, I smile but the sadness that screams inside me is muffled every time when you take her hand in yours.

Do you ever realise that from a distance I watch you every day, you say hi and that's it. It gets all over in few seconds.

But there's a truth that you need to know
A truth that can change everything
Maybe it can even kill you

Just remember who you chose to love to cause love can be deceiving.
                                         -K⚓️rusha