(Always will be Ross's pov)
Riker kisses the top of my head. "I love you Ross" he whispers into my ear. He puts his arms around me in the prom position. We stand in front of the mirror admiring ourselves together... Until I wake up. I groan and get out of bed. I go downstairs and everyone's already at the table. "Hey there's sleepy head" Riker says as he laughs. My stomach churns and I laugh a little. "Morning sweetie!" My mom says as she puts bacon and pancakes on a plate and hands it to me. I sit across from Riker. I eat slowly and try to causally look up and Riker once in a while. At one point we locked eyes. I looked straight back at my plate. He laughs. "What?" Rocky says. "Just Ross is being weird" Riker says laughing a little. My face turns red so I try to look down more. Riker laughs again. I giggle. I continue eating still looking down at my plate. I've never been so nervous in front of Riker. I mean I'm always nervous around him but today it's bad. Everyone but me and Rydel finish eating. They leave me and Rydel alone. I look up from my plate finally. "Are you okay?" She asks. Maybe I should tell her that I love my older brother. That I want to kiss him, cuddle him, even have sex with him. But If I tell her she'd just judge me for being gay. "Helloooo?" Rydel says waving her hand in front of my face. I haven't realized I've been staring at her thinking. "Yeah?" I say. "Are you okay?" She asks again. "Fine" I give her a fake smile. She smiles. "No you aren't. You like someone!" She states. My eyes widen. "I do not!" I almost yell. She laughs and pats my cheek. "Your face is flushed out and you keep getting lost in thought. Who's the lucky girl?!" She says. I just look down. I hate how she assumes it's a girl. I huff. "I'm sorry. Did I offend you? You okay?" She says worried.
"Rydel, I'm gay."
