Chapter 2
Rydels eyes widen and fill with tears.
"I-I'm sorry.." She stutters. "I had no idea" tears fall out of her eyes. "No I'm sorry" I stand up and go upstairs to my room. She better tell no one. I flop on to my bed and grab my phone and head phones. I listen to my favorite song, Same Love. I didn't choose to be gay. I've just kind of always been attached to boys. I try and hide it with my fake girl obsession and after I saw Rydels reaction I can tell it worked. Maybe I should just come out of the closet. Or at least tell Rocky. But I'm never telling Riker. I love him to much for him to be grossed out by my fruitiness. Him being straight is probably the worst thing ever. And besides that his girlfriend Skylar. I hate her. I hate the way she makes Riker feel. They always fight and poor Riker doesn't need it. He deserves me, I'll take care of him and he'll take care if me. We'll cuddle and kiss and some nights we'll even have sex. A gay boy can dream right? I just want him to myself. All mine. Mine mine mine mine. But he's Skylars... But my heart already belongs to him and no one else but him. No girl no guy. Maybe I'm not gay I just prefer Riker... I drift asleep and dream of Riker... Like always.
