Lately Derek has been extra distant from me. wherever we go the boys go so I stopped going places. We haven't hung out just by ourselves in like two months. It hurts but I love him so I am going to live with it.
Derek: hey
me: hey
Derek: wanna go to the mall with
Me: sure I would love to
Derek: ok ill pick you up in an hour
Me: ok see you then bye
Derek: bye baby
I am really excited to spend time with Derek and not the boys. Don't get me wrong I love they boys with all my heart there amazing people to be around. I just wanna spend some alone time with Derek without be interrupted ever five seconds. I jumped up and went to the get in the shower.
When I got out I changed into this.
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I wanted to look nice for Derek because why not. I did my hair into a simple braid I didn't have a bunch of time.I only had like 10 minutes. * Time skip*
Knock knock
ugh wait its Derek I got up and ran to the door.
"Hi" "hey you ready?" " yeah" I had my wallet and phone on me also headphones. We were in the car on the way to the mall. It was silent not an uncomfortable silence just silent. It was actually kinda awkward.We pulled up to the mall and we went in. Ugh why why are they here every time I swear i'm actually done. The boys were here. They went up to Derek and did a little bro hug thing. I git a mixture of hi's and hugs. Derek was walking away with the boys. When some fan came up to me and she was like 5 or 6. " hi are you and derek breaking up?" " i don't know sweetheart" I said coming down to here level." I don't want you to though" " i'll make sure we don't ok" " ok can I have a picture?"" of course" we took a picture and her mom and her walked off. I was walking around because I lost Derek. When he messaged me asking where I was. I told him that I was just walking around. I stopped walking when he said turn around. I did and I saw them I walked up to him and the guys. I was talking to Derek and Skate " I met the cutest little girl ever. " " aww really" " yeah she asked about Derek and I " "what did you say" asked Derek. " welp she asked if we were breaking up" " ok but what did you say" He asked " i said I don't know but im going to try and make sure we don't" " we are never breaking up mama that little girl might be ours some day I can promise you that" Derek said "ok" He pulled me into him and kissed me ."YO DEREK" " what?" "come here" " i'm coming"
Wow right when I thought we were actually going to hang out I was wrong.
