Jack G pov
It hurts a lot... It hurts knowing that the girl I love is crying because of me. I made a mistake I didn't mean to It just came out and it happened god I fucked up.
Recap
I was at a big party with my wonderful girlfriend Y/N. I was kinda showing her off a little bit but, making sure all the guys knew she was with me and she was mine. We were walking around and enjoying ourselves. I saw sammy there I guess Y/N did to she said hi.
"Hey Jack and Y/n" " hey sam" Y/n said . " How are my two favorite people this afternoon?" " were fine just walking around" I said " Ok well I have to go" " ok bye" she said. Sammy grabbed my arm and whispered in my ear "Madison's here be careful" I nodded on reply and walked back to Y/N. "what was that about?" " nothing don't worry""Ok" I wish Madison wasn't here I still have some feelings for her it sucks. I hope we don't run into each other I really don't want to see her. I hate the fact i'm thinking about her while i'm with Y/N. Y/N was just looking at me she brought her hand up and snapped her finger in my face." hey you ok?"" yeah i'm fine"" Are you sure you can always talk to me?" " I know lets go get a drink" " ok" I led her to the bar. Yeah yeah i'm 20 but I don't care its a party plus I need it. I asked the bartender for two drinks and he said sure. As I was waiting for our drinks I looked around and my eyes landed on her. Madison Beer.... My first love (I don't know if that's true but yeah) My eyes were locked on her ,I guess Y/N saw because she followed my gaze and saw Madison . " can you please stop staring?" " Jack please"" Ok I get it thanks"what did she say? She got up and walked over to Sam and whispered something in his ear. I don't know what went through me when I saw how close she was to him but I know something went through me. He put up one finger and said something. He walked over to me but went past me and I heard Your staring. I realized I was still staring at Madison and she was staring right back. Then I saw Y/N walk over and say something to her and walk away with tears in her eyes. Madison went after her but stopped when she realized she couldn't find her. She walked over to me and said"hi" "Hi" I saw Sammy walk past us and say see ya later. I'm so confused Sam's leaving already the party started like 20 minutes ago. Ok whatever I am just going to enjoy myself. I pulled Madison into me and brought her to the dance floor. We started dancing together and having a good time like we used to. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Y/N staring at us. She left almost instantly when we made eye contact. I have to go after her but, this feels so right being with Madison. But, Y/N's my girlfriend I should be with her not Madison. " Madison I have to go" " Why we are having fun" " my girlfriend needs me" She looks hurt when I say girlfriend. ok bye Jack" I look every where for Y/N but shes not here she must have left with Sam. I have to find her and talk to her I got in my car and drove to her house and saw that she was opening her door. I parked and ran to her door I knocked but she didn't answer I climbed up to her window and heard crying. I opened up her porch door and walked in. " hey" she looked startled but once she saw it was me she turned her head and asked why? "why what" "why invite me to the party if you were going to dance with Madison" " I don't know" "thats your answer for most things when it comes down to her I have a question"" ok" " if it came down to it which one would you choose me or Madison" " I don't know I still love her but I also love you" "Jack please leave " "what" she never kicked me out before. " please leave" " no we have to talk" " Jack you already said you still love her go get her " " no I also love you " "just leave now " " really" " LEAVE " I was walking for her door when I turned around " I love you" " GO say that to Madison" and I shut her door. Wow I really fucked up
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