Am I loveable

First date

Monie pov
We have been driving for what seem like hours. I can't help but worry about Jasmine. I been with her since birth. If I lose her I will lose myself. She is like my sister. I'm deep in my thoughts when I feel jacquess hand on my leg. I look at him and he smile. "Are u a virgin?" He asked me. Sort of I replied. What does that mean?said jacquess. When I was little my step dad can in my room and threw me on the bed.
Flash back:
Get off me !!!!!!!
Shut up bitch(unbuttoning my pants)
I remember everything. He forcefully ripped my pants off. I remember begging for my life, screaming stop while her force in tongue inside of me. He got mad because I kept pushing his head back so he tied them to the head board. I cried and cried hoping that I could die. Next he shoved his fingers into me. I was only 12, it burned soooo bad. Pain shit through my body then he shove himself into me. I I could feel was blood coming down my legs. He lasted for what seem like hours. When he can inside of me he then took the told if a beer bottle and rammed it inside of me. He kept going in and out until the bottle broke. The glass was stuck inside of me. He through money at me and said give it to your mom. I laid there pulling glass out of me. My mother was a prostitute and a junky. When she walked into my room all she said was that's all the money he gave you the Started beating me. When my older brother Jaylen came home he was pissed. I heard him and my stepdad yelling in the hall. CRASHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! The light purple vase was thrown and everything was silent. Jaylen picked me up and carry to the hospital. They said that I will never have kids in my life. It took 2 surgeries to get all the glass out of me.
Flashback over
I didn't realize I was crying.
Jacquess ~ (gripping the steering wheel hard) are you ok ?
Monie~ yea (whipping tears away) it's in the pass
Jacquess ~I promise I will never hurt you like that.
I smiled at jacquess
We pulled up to this giant house by the beach. How did you know I love the beach. I can't tell baby girl(grabbing my hand). We walked into the house it was huge.
Jacquess ~ go put on you bathing suit we are going swimming.
I walked into the master bedroom closet which was titanic. A blue and white note was left on the table in the closet. It read
Dear baby girl
This is our second house. When you was sleep yesterday I had my maid get your measurements and buy you clothes. Everything here belongs to you. Have fun love daddy
P.s ~im sorry
I smiled at the note and put on a pink and white bathing suit. It was non straps and had a gold heart in the middle. When I was putting the bottoms on I notice and jewelry box. When I opened it I saw rows and rows of jewelry and anything note.
Dear princess
This is yours to. If you don't like it then I can go shopping for more.
I picked up a pink belly ring and put it in. If I didn't have these marks in my legs I would be beautiful.
As soon as I walked out of the closet Jacques was sitting in the bed with no shirt. I couldn't help , but look his body up and down. I was deep in thought starring at his 6 pack when.......
Take a picture it last longer
I snapped out my thoughts fast shut up I smiled and we walked to the beach.
Jacquess pov
It's noon and I have something special plan for her. I know I only Knew this girl for like a week and some days , but I wanna spend my life with her. Am I crazy ??? Idk

We walk towards the sand and I stoped her. Queen I called out to her.
Yes Jacquess?
Put this over your eyes.
A blind fold? Are u trying to kill me? she ask with a confused look on her face.
No baby girl I have a surprise today I said while laughing. She did as told and I led her to a table in the sand were I had set up food for her. I timed it perfectly, the sun was setting and the waves was calm. I slid off her blind fold.
Monie pov
I gasped in surprise. There was cute table with steaks , wine ,and slow music playing.
QUESS !! You didn't have to do this."do you like it baby"? Yes it's perfect I love it. "No one have ever did these for me ", I said with tears rolling doing my face. Awww baby girl don't cry he told me while he kiss my cheek.

Could I be falling I love with him???
Is Jasmine ok ?????!
What happen to kisses??