Hey guys just so you know I have deleted all of my other stories and I'm going to make a few more ,so be prepared!
I don't know if I can do it.I have to go back to school today.It's the last day,but still it's hard.I have to leave soon,but the comforts of my own home beg me to stay.The thing is,even though it's the last day,it's going to be one of the worst.The last day is when everyone starts saying goodbye,but everyone knows they don't mean it.It's as though you're saying 'see you later!' Or 'we'll talk soon'.It doesn't change anything about how often you can talk,but they still make it seem like you won't see them for the next century.People are happy until the end of the day,when everyone is saying goodbye.I hate goodbyes.However,this time it's different.I'm relieved to be leaving some people for a while.Like my best friend.The one that likes the same guy as me.I can finally stop thinking about them and how depressed it's made me recently.Well,at least it gives me the impression I can.I know that it's all I will ever think about.24/7.All day,every day.I don't understand it.How can you cope when the person who broke you're heart is the only one that can fix it?I'll find a way to get over this.Eventually.I have to.Otherwise,I might end up not coping at all.Not breathing at all.Sometimes the thought of it scares me,but other times it doesn't scare me at all.It's like,I don't want to die,but I don't care if it does happen.Its weird I know,but it's my life.Back to the last day,I have to leave soon,but I can't get them out of my head.I wonder what the day will bring...
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Masks
Teen Fiction"You said maybe,so that I wouldn't be hurt by a no.Truth is,a maybe hurts more.It gave me hope,then destroyed it.Rejection doesn't hurt as much as destruction."
