Join Dan and Lilly in their new life.. With a bit of a surprise?! They've had they're ups and downs but will they work out in the end?! Read More In This Book!!
I was sitting by the door, holding Tray in my arms. I've been here for about.. Two hours. I ran out of tears. I have a huge headache, and I just want Dan. My love. I glance down at Tray who was sleeping. I can't believe this.. He now won't have a father growing up. I squeeze my eyes shut and sigh. "Lilly?" I hear someone say. They sounded as if thy were around Trays age. I look up, to see a little girl. "Yes?" I say putting on a fake smile. "I saw the video you posted.. Is Dan gonna be okay?" She asks and I shrug.
"I don't know, Love.. The Doctors are doing their best to help him though." I say feeling as if I wanted to cry. I wanna tell her so bad, but I can't. Not yet, I'm not telling anyone other than family. I still I have a small bit of hope that he's okay. "Okay." She says with a smile than skips down the hallway and into a room. I felt like crap.
I stand up, and lay Tray across the chairs, so he's a bit more comfortable and sigh. I wipe my eyes. I miss him so much.. I just wanna hug him. I wanna say goodbye one last time. I wanna tell him I love him. But I can't. I could feel tears spilling over and onto my cheeks and I sigh in annoyance. Why does this have to hurt so bad..? I'm done feeling so hurt. I hear his door open, and I look up to see the doctor, which I still didn't know his name. "So, Lilly." He says
. "I have good news." He says looking up from a paper he was reading. "Dan's alive. And we strongly feel that he'll wake up in a week or two." He says and I could feel relief wash through me. Thank god... "So he's okay? He's alive?!" I ask standing u land he nods. "He's okay. We were able to recover him." He says and I sigh in relief. "He moved his hand before he almost.." I say but didn't wanna day the dreaded word. "Can I go see him?" I ask.
He nods, and steps aside. I pick up, Tray, making sure not to wake him, and walk in. I pull a chair beside his bed, and sigh. "I'm glad you're okay, Love. I thought we lost you.." I say and grab his hand in mine and sigh. He felt so cold. "I'm have news for you.. I don't know if it's absolutely true, because there's a chance its not so I'm gonna wait to tell you, but I assure you its good news." I say and I press a kiss to his hand. I feel Tray move and I look to see him awake.
"Hi Mummy.." He says. His eyes were red from crying and I felt so bad. "Hey Tray.." I say placing a kiss to his forehead. Once he realizes we're in Dan's hospital room, he quickly turn a his head to look at Dan. "Daddy!" He says and I swear, I could see a small smile on Dan's face. That gave me hope. "He's not gone?" Tray questions looking at me. "The Doctor fixed him. He'll be waking up soon." I say. "When..?" He questions.
"In a week or so..." I say. "So then Daddy must be really tired!" He says. "I suppose, Tray." I say. I would tell him the real reason but I don't want him to get scared or not understand. So I'm telling him a way that he'll understand. "I'm god you're back Daddy. I don't want Mummy going with that Dan guy." He says and I couldn't help but laugh, while leaning back in my chair. "Ah Tray you're too cute." I say and he smiles. He looks so much like Dan, he has his eyes, his nose, his smile, Everything.
Heck, he even has his hair in a fringe like Dan's. "What's that?" Tray says pouting to all the wires. "They're helping Daddy get better." I say, but in all honestly I don't even know. I'd imagine some of the wires are giving him pain meds, and some Water but I have no idea. I'm not a doctor. Tray smiles and starts playing with Dan's fingers. I giggle, and take out my phone to check the time. My lock screen making me smile.
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It was one of my favorite pictures of Dan holding Tray when he was a baby. I smile, and I turn off my phone. "Mummy." Tray says looking at me. "Yes, Tray?" I say. "I love you." He says and I smile. "I love you too, Tray." I say and cough a bit. "Tray I'm gonna go get some water, do want a snack?" I ask and he nods. I stand up, and pick Tray up, placing him on the chair, and scooting it closer to Dan. "I'll be right back, don't leave this room okay?" I say and he nods.
I go to open the door but stop when I hear something. It was Tray singing. I smile, and quietly open the door, and realize he's singing to Dan, and I smile widely. Once Tray stops, he looks at me and waves. "Hi Mummy!" He says. "Hey, Tray." I say handing him a juice box, and a pack of fruit snacks(yo those were life when I was little just saying XD) which he happily expected. I pull another chair beside the one that was mine but he now claimed, and sigh as I look at Dan.
He's okay. He'll wake up, I know he will. We just have to wait. Things are slowly turning out for the better, and even though he hasn't woken up yet, I'm happy, because he's alive, and breathing, and that's all that matters. It could've been worse. I just wish he let me get shot instead of himself. I shake the negative thoughts out of me head and sigh. Things will get better.. Eventually.
