I Want To Be Loved By You

chapter 10; cliffhanger!

chapter 10

Megan's P.O.V

I think, I'm going to be mugged.

Being mugged is one of my biggest fears, I don't go out alone at night, I hate walking anywheres alone. And im not paranoid. It's all because of everything my parents had done to me.

I was an accident. I was never meant to be on this planet, never meant to be born. So my parents had tried and tried to get rid of me, but nobody wanted me.

Since they couldn't get rid of me, and they were VERY mad about that, they didn't jut throw me in an ally way, no, that'd be to nice towards me.

They tortured me, hit, punched, bit, slapped, yelled, screamed, cursed.

Everything horrible you could imagine, they would make it come true. I was always scared to go home, scared of what would he awaiting me.

So I'd avoid going home, I'd stay as long as I could, wherever I had snuck outgo after school. But I could never hid forever, they'd send the police after me, to find me and bring me home. Finally, I had run away, packed up all my stuff at moved in with Amanda. She had been my only friend at the time, and we had become really close.

Then she introduced me to the other girls; Vanessa, Kennedy, and Maggie. She told them my story; and they had respected me, and my, habits. From then on, we had become inseparable. Going any and everywhere's together. Best Friends.

So now, I'm here with Amanda, waiting to go see the biggest boy band ever, and I think I'm might break down again. I'm scared of being mugged again.

Sometimes I would go into, random silences, where I wouldn't talk, or make any sort of communication. Or there were times where I'd just curl up and cry, cry until my eye where dry, until I feel asleep. Then, there were the worst ones. Where I had dreams, flash-backs about what my parents had done to me, it was a long time ago, but I still would wake everyone up with my yelling and screaming, shaking so hard I couldn't see.

Now the doctors give me medicine, so those attacks won't happen anymore. And I tell you, most of the time they work.

Most of the time.

But right now, I wasn't about to start yelling and kicking screaming. No, I just felt like crying, But I had to stay strong. I had to be there for my friends, like they always are for me.

"Amanda-?" I whisper, still looking straight ahead.

"Yeah?" She said her voice barley audible from the wind.

"I'm scared." I say and hold her hand tighter in my grasp.

"I know, but we don't know what we're facing yet, so we've got to stay calm" She says, and I can feel her turning around to see what's behind us.

Before I can answer her she quickly snaps her head back around so it's looking straight forward.

"Meg. " she says panic in her tone " Don't look behind us, just walk forward, and we'll be alright, just Don't. Look. Back." She said rushed, then she started pulling me along towards the beach.

What was so bad that I couldn't see? She sounds really worried. I need to know! I think to my self, trying to gather my thoughts together.

I'm going to look back, I think. I need to know what's there.

I quickly turned my head, and I faced, something I never thought I'd ever see again. Something I never wanted to see again.

My father. Holding a gun, pointing towards me.

So, what would any other average girl do? Scream. And that's exactly what I did. I let out the loudest, most ear-piercing scream I could manage. Then I grabbed Amanda, and ran.

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Vanessa's P.O.V

When we had arrived to the water, we couldn't find the boys, we looked everywhere's then Kennedy had an idea.

"The boys are probably somewheres isolated. So they won't get noticed." She said.

"Yeah, that makes sense." I said, and turned to my left, there was a small pile of rocks, that looked pretty isolated.

"Let's go this way." I said pointing to the pile of rocks.

So we headed in that Direction, looking for the boys. Then we found them. Doing what they always were, Laughing.

I'm not sure what they were doing. But they looked pretty silly doing it, so we all started laughing along with them.

At the sound of our laughter, they turned to look at us, the waved us over. We took off our shoes and ran through the sand to the boys.

"Um, I think your missing two-?" Louis said pointing at us.

"Hunh?" I said and turned and there was no sight of Megan or Amanda.

"Where are they?" Kennedy asked turning around in a complete circle.

"Who's Amanda?" Zayn asked. haha, what a cutie.

"Amanda's for you Zayny!" Harry said jumping on his back.

The look on Zayn's face explained his emotions perfectly. Confusion, Shock, Happiness, Excited, Love.

"So, where is she?" He asked throwing Harry off his back, but Harry kept a tight hold and they both tumbled to the sand.

"That's what we're trying to figure out!" Liam said, rolling his eyes at the two boys laughing on the ground.

"They did have the picnic basket, so that might of slowed them down a little, " I said, and noticed that Niall perked up at the sound of food. " But it still shouldn't take them this long."

"Maybe we should go looking for them?" Harry asked with a cheeky grin on his face.

"Yeah, we should. It'd be a great first impression!" Zayn said. Looking at the other boys, waggling his eye brows as he did so.

So Harry and Zayn had agreed to go check on the girls. While me, Maggie, Kennedy, Louis, Liam and Niall stayed here.

I was pretty nervous being around Liam, I liked him do much. But I never said anything, I just sat there, laughed and the right places and put my thoughts in as they asked.

I could tell the other girls weren't quite sure what to do either. I mean, it's only our second time meeting the boys, and the first time we had talked a little, but no a lot.

But it wasn't awkward, Louis managed to get the conversation going without a problem, and from there on, sparks flew.