I Want To Be Loved By You

chapter 15; tears of the past

chapter 15

The sun-light came streaming in through the lace curtains in the room, I blinked still groggy from our day yesterday. I rolled over and laid on my back, thinking over the events that had happened over the last few days.

We met One Direction,they liked us. So we hung out yesterday.. then we spent the night at their temporary house in London. This is crazy! Right now were living every directioners dream, spending our days with the boys, getting to know them better., and we didn't even do anything to deserve it.. how lucky is that?!

I still can't get over how fast us girls clicked with the boys that quick. Its like we knew eachother forever. As I lay in bed, a thought that hasn't come across my mind in forever, does.

Do I like Harry? I think so, but then Ive always been the one to fall to hard to fast. And with everything that's happened in my past, I wasn't always so sure about love.

I let my thought wander off , thinking about love, feelings, boys.. everything a teenage girl would think about. I was so deep in thought that I didn't even realize when Vanessa came to my door.

"Hey! Your up." she said with a smile and takes a seat on the bed.

"Yeah, " I say sitting up "where are the boys?"

"They went to rehearsals, everyone else is awake, their downstairs eating breakfast." She said and grabbed my hand pulling me outta bed.

Just then my stomach let our a huge growl, boy I must be hungry!

"Let's go! " i say and pull her through all the hallways downstairs to the kitchen.

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I pushed my empty plate towards the middle of the table, and slouch lower into my chair.

"Ouf, I shouldn't have eaten so much." I say rubbing my tummy and looking at my group of girls.

"Same here." Vanessa and Maggie say, taking the same position as me.

"Fattie Friends!" Vanessa says and high-fives me.

Kennedy on the other hand, was full of energy.

"What are we going to do know?!" She asked jumping up and down from foot to foot.

"She's right , " Amanda says, getting up from her seat to clear the table.

"The boys aren't back until 3:30, and it's only noon."

"LET'S MAKE A CAKE!" Kennedy says running to the cupboards looking for cake mix.

"Yes! " I cry. "CAKE!" I love cake ,, I think as I smile to myself and get out of my seat. I walk over to the stereo, and blast the Up All Night album, and start dancing around to it, while looking or the ingredients.

Maggie, Amanda, and Vanessa join me in dancing and on the hunt to find everything that the package said we needed.

"I've got the eggs." Amanda said, holding up an egg in each hand. While shaking her hips to the music.

"I've got some butter!" Maggie sing-songed while in turn to the music, looking down into a container, that I guess had butter in it.

"There's no milk?" I asked, looking around the refrigerator once more.

Vanessa came up behind me and stated to look again.

"Who wants to go get milk?" She asked, poised with one hand on her hip.

"WE WILL!" I say and grab Amanda's hand without even asking her if she wanted to come, and drag her outside to my cute little bug car.

As I climbed into the car and started the engine, with Amanda beside me, Vanessa called out one more thing,