erased | Changkyun

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It was after school and my shift was off today so I tutored some people from other classes . After the tutor session was over , I started packing my stuff till I felt like someone was behind me . I flipped my hair to hit That person.

"Yah what's your problem?!"

"Just leave me alone already Changkyun I get it you dont like me so just fucking leave me alone already . I had enough of you ." I exploded and yelled at him.

"Who do you think you are to be yelling? You need a lesson don't you ?" I was about to leave until he pulled my wrist. He gripped my wrist tight.

"Stop ! You're hurting me !"

"Maybe you shouldn't be so rude huh" He pushed me against the wall and pinned my hands down beside my thighs.

"Stop it ! Let go of me !" I was struggling so much . I yelled and yelled but no one was around .

"I told you , you need a lesson ."

"What lesson I didn't even do any-"

He rammed his lips into mine . It was rough. What the hell! He doesn't make sense ! I could feel myself get weak. Just as I pulled away to gasp for air. He kissed me again , this time it was soft but he took advantage and stuck his tongue in my mouth exploring it . His tongue met mine . I could feel myself melt under him . He loosen his grip . Just as he was about to pull away , he bit down on my lower lip.

"I told you , you needed a lesson." We were both breathing heavily.

"Why..... why.....you hate me...." I couldn't help but cry .

He kissed me again but he lowered his lips to my neck and placed soft kisses.

"Stop....." His tongue licked my neck .

"This isn't you ...." next thing I knew , he stopped . I heard a thump. I opened my eyes and saw what was going on.

"Wonho!" Wonho was on top of Changkyun. He punched him . I grabbed wonho and took him away from Changkyun.

"Changkyun if you knew how she feels why are you doing this?! You know she's hurt because you lost your memory. You know exactly how she feels! And you're taking advantage. I won't let you !" I looked at wonho and he looked like he was about to cry from anger.

"Wonho....." I pulled him up .

"Come on , wait here okay? I'll take care of this . Stay here ." He nodded while catching his breath. I closed the door and walked over to Changkyun.

"Get up....." I gave him a hand. He took it.

"Why are you still nice-"

"I'm doing it because you're hurt .... don't even .... sit down and shut it " I instructed him and took out the first aid kit. I grabbed his face and started pouring alcohol on a tissue and dabbed it on his cheek and I didn't care if it hurt or not.

"You don't have to be so rough-"

"I said shut it!" He stayed quiet . After I was done I put everything back.

"Y/n-"

"I don't want to hear it . Let's just forget what happened today ....." I wanted to cry. But I held it back.

"Please hear me out!"

"No! Just forget it ...." I opened the door.

"Y/n!" He yelled.

"Let's go ." I told wonho as I started walking he walked beside me .

"Y/n are you okay?" I stopped and touched his hand.

"You hurt yourself ....."

"I'm fine it's nothing."

"You hurt yourself because of me ...."

"Y/n?" I fell on the floor and started crying.

"Why does he keep doing this ...." He sat down by me .

"I don't know what he's trying to do but I just don't know....." he hugged me and I gripped his shirt and cried . I felt bad because I was getting his shirt wet. I pulled away.

"I'm sorry ..... I always feel like I put my worries on your shoulders and I shouldn't do tha-"

Wonhos pov

She's telling me how she feels and what I'm about to do I'll feel bad but I won't regret. I lifted her head up . I looked at her . Her eyes were full of sorrow.
I kissed her . Her tears stopped coming and she kissed me back. I was surprised she did but it didn't matter . I cupped her face and the kiss became more passionate and gentle . I pulled away and looked at her while our foreheads were touching . My hand intertwined with hers .

"You know ever since I became closer to you , I found myself falling more for you ..." I told her.

Y/n pov

I was taken by surprise. Everything was just overwhelming.

"I..... I ..... im confused about my feelings right now wonho but I can tell you for a fact that I do feel something for you but my feelings aren't clear.... part of me still loves him but it hurts..."

"If it hurts then why do you love him?"

"I don't know !" I raised my voice .

"Then let me be the one to heal that pain." He grabbed my hand and held it to his chest.

"You feel it? This is how I feel towards you. Y/n i love you , I really do , if he keeps making you feel like this let me be the one to take that away."

"Wonho I can't ..... if I let you , I'll be using you just to replace my pain and I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt you, most importantly I don't want to loose you ...." tears started to fall down again. He pulled me back into a hug and stroked my hair.

"You won't, even if you did I'll still love you and be there for you no matter what , please I don't want to see you hurt anymore." No matter what he said I didn't want to use him for my own pity.

"Okay how about this , just give me a chance y/n you won't be using me . Just give me a chance to make you happy ." His forehead pressed against mine .

"I know you still love him but ...." before he could finish his sentence i shushed him.

"Wonho I already gave you a chance , I told you I have feelings for you but -"

"Go out with me then!" I looked at him.

"It's not so simple to just get over him."

"Then just go out with me ..... and see what happens...." part of me wanted to say no because I didn't want to use him but part of me wanted to say yes because I wanted to clear my feelings.

"I-I ......" I bit my lower lip trying to find the words.

"Okay......." it came out.

"Okay yes......I'll go out with you"  He caressed my cheek and kissed my forehead. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tight. I got up and helped him up.

"Oh your hand is swollen how come you haven't said anything about it?"

"Because I didn't want to worry you."
"Um did you forget that I'm a student at a hospital? Come on I'm taking you to the dorms."

"What about -"

"If he's there ..... I'll just ignore him... I'm driving come on."

I grabbed his keys and we got in the car and drove.

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