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Changkyuns pov

I saw her ..... she just walked pass me and I grabbed her hand and took her outside . I wanted to clear things up.

"Changkyun let me go."

"Not until you hear me out."

"What else is there to say?!"

"I like you!" Shoot it came out my mouth. It became silent.

"I do ..." I repeated myself.

"Stop" I looked at her and she looked like she was about to cry.

"How can you like me when you've been so mean to me ? You laughed and tortured me ....." she started to cry. I made her cry.....

"You don't think I've been hurt enough by you just loosing your memory ? I've been trying so hard to bring those memories of us not only us but of everyone back......" Crap. Tears started to fall down .

"You don't think I regret doing those things to you?"

"Then why did you do them ?!" Her voice ..... why does it hurt....

"Do you love me?" I asked her.

"Wha-"

"Do you love me? I don't know what relationship we had before but do you love me?"

"I-"

"If you love me you would still try to help me regain my memories. You keep bringing up the past -"

"I don't know ...... my feelings are confused..... part of me still loves you . Even though you don't know who I am to you, just know part of me still loves you but also part me is starting to develop feelings for wonho"

Why ..... why him....

"Keep trying ." What am I saying.

"Keep trying? You think it's that simple? It's hard ..... I want to give wonho a chance to make me happy to help me forget you .." Forget me? Why ?

"If you have nothing else to say I'm leaving -" I pulled her back and embraced her.

"I want to know why I loved you before I lost my memory and I'm starting to see why I loved you before ..... please don't go." I want to love her ...

"You're saying this now because I'm with someone else but when I was trying for you , you didn't give a crap one bit. You basically tripped me , tried to make my life miserable. So why?"

"I did I mean I still do love you...."

"Can you let go of me?" I released her.

"Don't do this please , you're seriously going to throw away what we had?"

"Changkyun! Listen to yourself you don't even remember what we had !"

"Yes I do , I remember feeling so happy being with you. Those little moments we had when we both were struggling. Damn it y/n ! You don't think I remember that day at the ferris wheel?!" What did I just say..... are my memories coming back?

Y/n pov

Did he just remember?

"Changkyun you - you remember?"

"I-I guess , i don't know where that came from ..... did that really happen?" We were both shocked.

"Changkyun do you remember what happened that day?"

"I remember being in the Ferris wheel with you , I was sitting opposite side of you, looking at you look at the view of the city I don't remember what happened afterwards....." He remembers that...

"What about the other thing you said?"

"I remember you crying to me because you were tired of being alone. Your parents were away right?" Yes! Yes!

"I also remember us running away from our parents, we went by the river and started splashing water on each other then we got in trouble." I couldn't help but cry because he remembered.

"You're right ." I wiped my tears away and he hugged me.

"I remember y/n I remember " he lifted me up and kissed my forehead.

"This is good! We have to tell Dr.Park"

"Come with me."

"What?"

"I said come with me " he wants me to go with him , I don't know .

"When?"

"Tomorrow." I have a shift tomorrow damn.

"Yeah I have a shift but I'm your case so I'll still be there either way." He smiled big.

"Changkyun take wonho with you please ."

"No"

"Just take him please talk to him . Just like you talked to me, talk to him ." He scratched the back of his neck.

"Fine..... I'll talk to him inside .... so the two of you are together?"

"You can say that ."

"So there's no chance we can-" Don't please.

"We can be friends." I had to..... I still love him ..... but

"Really?" The look of disappointment in his eyes.

"For now can we just be friends ?"

"Yeah......"

"I have to go bye." With that I left .

Today was too much to take in. Once I got home , I plopped on my bed and threw my stuff on the floor. I buried my face in my pillow.

"AHHHH!" I threw my pillow at the wall.

This is too much. No need to be aggressive Yoon y/n, I went and picked up the pillow at the same time my phone buzzed off. Obviously I picked up the pillow first and saw my messages.

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