Sometimes I say things to shut you up. Sometimes I push u away because Im scared to pull you closer. Sometimes I pull away because I'm scared to get hurt again. Sometimes I fear that our fight will become to much and you'll leave. Sometimes when I say im fine or I'm OK or I'll deal with it myself I just don't want to get u hurt so I make myself seem tough.. But.. I'm weak.. And I always will be.
When I want you.. I make it seem like I don't..
When I need you I act tough and say I don't..
But in all honesty I do..
