I know he cares I can see by the way he looks at me. By the way he... Touches me.. By the way he acts.. I know he truly does care. I know he'll fight for and with me. But.. Something inside if me wants to give up.. Sorry all of me wants to... But.. I don't want to lose him... I can't.. But... It's a struggle to get out of bed these days.. It's a struggle acting happy.. I'm falling..
