The Nobody Finds A Somebody

There was cracks of laughter as I walk out of the class room angrily. Most of the class just made fun of me; about the fact I was gonna die alone and I should just kill myself. I got this crap most days, and now, I was just over it! Class wasn't over, but for me it was. And I was not going back in there. I just march down the empty halls and head to the bathroom. I look into the mirror at my reflection. My deep blue eyes looked bloodshot from holding back tears. I was starting to get a headache, so got a pack of some type of neurofin, gulping two with my bottle of water.

I decided I would go and wait out the back of the cafeteria; where I ate lunch with my friends. Yes I have friends, not a lot, but I had good friends. There was about 10 minutes till lunch so I sat down bringing out a book and my earbuds with my iPod. I played some Black Veil Brides.

I could only just slightly here the lunch bell over my music and pulled out my earbuds waiting till I saw Jenna; she's more grunge style as I am with goth style. Jenna sat down beside me against the wall.

"Hey," I say looking at Jenna's bronze/red hair. She dyed it a couple of weeks ago; it looks great on her.

"Hey." She pauses, "I heard rumours about you, "killing yourself"," she air quoted.

"Yeah, bitches in class... I skipped the last 15 minutes by walking out," I reply.

She smiled while shaking her head, chewing a piece of apple.

Reilly, Sydney and Hayley came out of the back doors talking about class and how boring it was.

"Is everyone coming over tonight?" Reilly ask as they all sit down.

We practically all said yes.

Reilly added, "Good, cos I thought we could go chill at the 'Graffiti Alley' this savo." 'Graffiti Alley' was an abandon skate park where no one actually goes but us, sometimes a few people are there talking, drinking, smoking, but it's pretty quiet.

My friends and I are known as punks, misfits, the goth girls or, my least favourite, the emos. We are more of a mixture, I mean Reilly's kind of her own style, I guess I was considered goth, Jenna's a grunge/pop punk kinda girl, and Sydney and Hayley are kind of just geeks. They get called goth or emo because they hang with goths. People stereotype too quickly! Although Hayley has bright red hair.

The day finally ended; my friends went to their houses to get their stuff for tonight; as did I. I walk home, I don't have to, but I do. It's an okay exercise and I pass by Bens house. Gee. That sounded creepy. I don't like him like him. I just think he's a cool guy; and he's hot, and he has a killer British accent. He normally hangs out with some other dudes, and blare some sick metal music. So I enjoy my walk home.

I walk along the road near his house. I take a quick glimpse to see if his garage is open; which is normally a sign he's home. And... Oh my god! It's open.

I look back down at my shoes as I continue walking.

"Hi," a sexy deep voice calls, with a fabulous British accent. OMG - shoot me!

I look up,

"Hey," it's him, oh my god, this is the second time this week. Hope I didn't blush, especially since I'm super pale and nearly my whole face goes the brightest pink.

He stood tall at the end of his driveway. He combed his hand through his wavy, thick gingery brown hair. I noticed one of his tattoos on his chest saying, 'Family First'. He took a drag from his cigarette before dropping it and squishing it with his boot.

"Nice choice of shirt." He smirked. I look down to remember which one I was wearing, I was wearing my Led Zeppelin tank.

"Thanks," I smile. His eyes are a gorgeous green/blue colour, they gave me the feeling like I was gonna melt.

"Uhmm, you might like my band, I mean we play lots of metal and, stuff." He said.

"Okay cool," I said, then continued, "I do like metal and, stuff." I said mocking him.

He smiled, god, it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.

We stood there in silence for a moment.

"I should get going, I have to go out soon." I said.

"Okay then. Where you going?" He asked curiously.

"Just to a friends house." I reply.

"Well I'll see you later," He smiled.

I nodded, "See ya," I smiled and began walking.

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Okay, so I know that wasn't a long chapter, but they'll get a little bit longer later on. :)

Hope it was an okay chapter. It's my first fanfic, so yeah..

Its a bit mixed up, cos Ben isn't exactly famous yet, so bare with me.

<3