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AVRIL

I watched Ross come back up stairs with my song book in his hand I want to die but i think he thinks I'm not down hear.

He put my song book on the table with his guitar and goes into the kitchen I take that as my chance I run to the table and grab my book and run as fast a my little legs we'll take me

I get in my room shout the door and put my song book under my bed. I pull out my laptop and sit on my window sea with my back on the window. I start to look threw phones and put them in different spot and change color and stuff like that when my door opens to see Ross

" hey can I come in "

I really don't want h to but that would make him think somthing is up

" shore "

He comes in and sets on my bed I shout my laptop and look at Ross

" so what's up how filming go "

"Film?........ Oh yea went great I have to go back though but I came to ask you somthing "

" and that is"

" do you have a baby blue song book with you name on it "

Shiz

" nooooooooooo I toils y'all I can't sing or even play a instrument even if my life depend on it "

I said a little to fast

" okey then we'll "

He stand up from my bed

" I'm going to go "

With that he walked out my room and shout the door

I sign in relief

How could I be so fees king dumb to leave my book

I just go in my bed and watch walking dead all day

~ a couple hours later ~

I here yelling and I'm scared I never like yell and when my mom an dad did it I always end up them hiring each other

I got up and locked the door and ran back to my bed and cover my self in blankets and pillows

I tryed to stay quit. It been about 5 minutes and the yelling just getting worst I need to see what's up

I walked to my door unlock it and go to the stairs I look over the stair case and see Ross,ricker,ryland,Ratliff,ryland,and rocky yelling at each other

" I SAID I WANT IT SND YOU AH TO TAKE IT " ricker yelled at Ross

" ITS A GIRL AND ALL I DID WAS GET HER NUMBER " Ross yelled back

So there yelling about a girl I turned to listen to rattliff , ryland

" YOU BROKE MY GAME " rattliff
Yelled at ryland

" I DINT MEIN TO " ryland yelled back

So there fight about a game I listen to Rydel and rocky

" SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND HOW DEAR YOU TALK ABOUT HER " Rydel yelled at rocky

" I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT " rocky yelled back

So a Nother girl problem

Next thing you now Ross and ricker are hitting each other everyone trying to break them apart but nothing working

I have to stop this

I run down the stairs

" guys stop " they don't listen

" GUYS STOP " everyone stoped and looked at me

" your a pain in the ass you know that Avril " ricker said out of the blue but you could tell he didn't mean it but that hurt and kind of got me pissed so I let the pissed me take over

" oh I'm a pain in the ass know what that a new one I haven't heard that one but know what YOU FUCKING TRY TO WATCH YOU FAMILY FUCKING DIE IN A FIRE THAT YOU DID FORM NOT BLOWING OUT A FUCKING CANDIL AND THIN GET YOU UNCLE TO TAKE YOU HOME AND THINK HE LOVES YOU BUT ONE DAY STARTS BEATING AND RAPPING YOU THEN SEND YOU TO A FUCKING ORPHANING but you know what I have never been clef a pain in the ass"

Every one shocked

" Avril I do-" I cut ricker off

" save it for someone who cares "

I run up stair lock my door and get in bed and cry my eyes out every thing and any thing just let it go

After 3 hours of crying I get out of bed and take a shower I changed into legions that are different colors and different shapes on it with a Winnie the Pooh crop top

I French braid my hair from the back all the way to the top and put it in a sock bun with a little red bow on the side for shoes I picked out black and white converse

I got my drawing book and pencil and walk down stairs everyone is in the living room just staring at the floor

I sneak pas them into the back yard I set on the trier swing put my headphones on and plug up my phone and play me singing

I start to draw a tree when my phone buzzed it was a text from : mom

Hey sweetie were home traffic is mad trying to hurry oh and were going out tonight :)

Love , mom

I smiled at the message i put my phone away and took my head phones out I laid back on the tier and swang back in fourth

' say somthing I'm giving up on you '

I sang my favorite part of the song when I heard a branch crack

I shot my head to the sound to see baby deer

' I'll be the one if you want me to '

I keep sing and it got closer

' say somthing '

It was so close I could touch it. I slowly stuck my hand out and touch it head I lowed it head like it want more so I keep betting it

" I think I call you spot "

I heard a sound I turn to see a mam dear the little baby left with it mom and went to field and stood there I took my phone out took a picture I going to draw that later

I turn around to see Ross

" you good with animals "

" yea I always want a ginny pig "

He chuckled and came by me

" can i sit "

" it a free country "

He chuckled again and sat down

" what happend in there "

I turn to look at him

" I just felt so ....... so pissed I didn't mean it to come out like that but it did and when I did I felt like poo I know he said it because he was mad at you or who ever but that doesn't give him the right to yell at me but just because he yelled at me does not mean I can yell at him "

I sighed

" can I ask you somthing "

" like I siad free country "

" it is true ...... I mean what you sai about the fire and stuff "

I turned away from him and looked at the deer

" yea "

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Okey I wrote this at 6 in the morning :) .

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