Justin's pov
So today I have my ultra sound check up and raegan is coming with me.
We are driving to the hospital. I'm so nervous I hope the baby is healthy. Theres 2 more months until I go into labor. My stomach is probably bigger than a watermelon by now. Especially because they are twins.
We get to the hospital we check in and wait until they call our names.
"Justin and Raegan Beast" (they are married so they have the same last name duh)
We got up and followed the nurse. We sat in the room waiting for the doctor to come. We waited like for 10 minutes straight. The doctor came in and sat down. She talked to us about what my health and the babys health. She but the jelly on my stomach and it was cold as Frack. She was looking in the screen as I looks at raegan not paying attention to the screen and he looked at me. Smiling I could tell he was as happy as I was. The doctor looked shocked. She took the little machine off my stomach that was to used to look at the baby (idk what its called) and she took a picture. When the picture came out she looked at it again and said she will be right back and left the room. Me and raegan looked at eachother confused but still said ok. We waited for 5 minutes until she came back. She sat down and sighed "Justin, raegan, I am so sorry but you guys had a misscaraige." "WHAT, NO, IT'S NOT POSSIBLE, ARE YOU SURE, CAN YOU LOOK AGAIN" I said "I'm sorry Justin I'm afraid there's nothing we can do" "Omg this is my fault, I should have been more carefull" I said
N- no this is not your faults nor anyone's fault it happend naturally
J- ok
R- well are we good to go
N- yup hope you have a nice day
R- k thank you , bye
Raegans pov
The ride back home was silent. I felt so bad for him. I put my hand on his thigh and rubbed it and said it will all be okay. To try to make him feel better but he pushed my hand off and crossed his arms. When we got home Justin ran out of the car and slammed the door he did the same when he entered the house. And he ran to the babys room. I followed him upstairs he was sitting in a rock in chair the he say in and read storys to the baby. He was crying and he had a book in his hand and his look at the cover.
R- baby it will be ok
J- no raegan it won't
R- Justin trust me we can always try again.
J-why just so we can lose another baby again
R- no babe that doesn't always happen
J- well then why did it happen to us what did I do to deserve this
R- nothing babe things just happen
J- how at you not sad about this, did you not even want the baby. Did you just want the sex, is that all I'm used for, huh
R- noooo babe, of course I'm sad but I have to stay strong for you. Babe I don't use you for sex I don't use you for anything. I'm with you because I LOVE YOU, and I loved that baby just as much. And I would always want to have a baby with you and nobody else. If I only wanted you for the sex I would have proposed I wouldn't have stayed. But I did so I stayed and I stayed because I LOVE YOU
J- babe.. your so nice i love you to. And If you want can we try again not now but like soon
R- whenever you want baby.
Justin got up and hugged me. I Carrie him bridal style and took him to the room "you need some rest" I said
"Yea I do I haven't sleep at all last night all I was thinking about was about today."
I set him on the and was gonna go to the living room to not wake him but he stopped me "babbbeee, stay with me" Justin whined
"You sure babe, I don't wanna bother you"
"Ofc I'm sure, and you will never bother me, I want you to cuddle with me" I u wen back and laid down with Justin and he burrued his head in my chest. You can hear him crtimf. So you star to run his back until he falls asleep.
