Bad Girl VS Bad Boy

chapter 6

Hannah spent the night at my apartment balling her eyes out. we watched anything Julia Roberts with a side of ben and jerrys. The room was left dark except for the tv that blared. I looked over at Hannah to see her asleep, eyes red and tears drying on her face. That beautiful sweet girl was brought to this desolation. Right then and there i decided revenge would be sweet. No more polite sweet girl. It was time to be the badass that i was born to be.

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 I felt amazing, i wore nothing pink. my hair was down and thrown to the side in the razored cut that i loved and missed. i wore converse my shirt was untucked and my normal cutsie bowtie was in a regular loose tie with the first 2 buttons of my button up unbuttoned. I lined my eyes with black and a blue and grey smokey eye. i wore some clear gloss and a black skull bow in my hair. i decided keep the face piercings out.  I walked into school with Hannah by my side she looked put together even despite the shit tht had hit the fan yesterday. Let's just say that we were definitely the big news in the school. 

I made sure for us to be late, i liked to make an entrance. Hannah grabbed my arm right before i opened the door.

" I want to go in first, you know with my head held high" that sad moment when she hadn't even been surprised  when she found what i was really like.

She opened the door and strutted in like she owned the world. I had to give her props,she pulled this attitude of so well. Our teacher stopped talking immediately. I had yet to walk in but i laughed and walked in after her and all heads whipped towards the door with shock. I raised my eyebrow and walked over to my desk and grabbed  my laptop now redecorated to include a panic at the disco sticker, fallout boy sticker and all types of other band names. As i sat down the whole class stared me down like i was a rare animal. I crossed my legs and leaned back in my seat and looked  at the swag team that looked even more shocked. I mean after all they had personally hung with me and never guessed at it. I looked over at Max and flicked him off.

"Blair!!" Mr Harper yelled. i looked at him 

"Yes?" i asked rolling my eyes

"May we have a word outside?"when i didn't get up to move he added "Now!!" his face still cool but his tone was more forceful leaving no room for argument. I got up slowly like this was the most unimportant thing in the world. I glided across the classroom smirking the entire way.When we got into the hallway and he shut the door he grabbed my wrist and dragged me down the hallway.Taking out his key he opened another door shoving me and shutting it leaving us in pitch black. Then the lights went on and the first thing i saw was him by the light switch right by the knob. He glared at me the cool face dissolved in those few seconds of dark.

"What the hell are you wearing? i told you to keep up that persona, Weren't you supposed to be.. i don't know.. trying to prove something to your father?" 

"Ya, well things changed i'm more surprised i lasted this long." i snickered and then i was being slammed into the wall stuttering to get breath back into my lungs. He  i blinked and he was so close to me. His left hand was on my shoulder and his right hand was propped against the wall. i could see his muscles bunched up and his body hovered barely inches from mine.

"your messing with fire little one. " he was breathing heavily.

i looked at him in silence. I reached up and touched his face, 

His eyes were sparked with anger and he was trying so hard to calm down."why, i thought you were getting better" his voice was barely above a whisper, strained from the anger that i could feel radiating off his body. I went to jerk my hand back as i realized what i had done, but he grabbed it and held it in hand. I eyed our hands from the corner of my eye. The high school girl me was giddy with joy. But you know i was to cool to be giddy, although my heart did speed up immensely, that traitor. i leaned back against the wall relaxing my body forcefully, knowing i wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. i mean come on give me props for not wanting to eat his face off. He was like a supermodel in a suit, with the brains and iq high enough to be a professional at a very prestigious school.

I broke eye contact looking down and sighed.

"Everything happens for a reason and me being the princess of the ball is something that i'm not. I can't act like that when someone i care about is hurting. I am an heiress yes. So what i'm not the one everybody wants me to be is that so bad.? To be just as i am and succeed far past everyones expectations? But mr landon you would not get it because it's not a part of your perfect little bubble of society. The sparkly pristine world where to many secrets lurk, Where you have to keep your mouth shut and throw a constant fake smile everywhere. "

Then i looked up with the biggest smile i could muster, i pushed past him breaking the barrier that we had made. The sense of comfort disappeared and i opened the door walking away. My stomach strangely felt empty as i looked back at the look he was giving me. So unreadable, masked.

The door shut and the hall was still empty. I couldn't deal with school right now. Walking into the classroom i grabbed my stuff and walked out without a look towards anyone. Walking through the front doors i fel the sunlight hit my face. Yet even though the skies where as bright as can be. The castle of a school still looked twisted and dark. The lies and fakes hidden is this thing they call high class society enough to go around the world for a millennium and still never meet.