Him

Chapter Five

June's pro

Go get me and my friends more beers bitch he shouted out after he finished beating me. I walked in the garage to go to the beer fridge that my father always had stocked full. I stood there looking into the fridge and all of a sudden someone came up behind me turned me around and pushed me back against the fridge. It was my father's friend John he smelled of beer and pot he pushed his lips on mine forcefully. I screamed and tried to pull away but he was to strong for me to get away from. He let go of me and said no one can hear you scream and if they did they wouldn't help you. He was handsome and looked very young for the age of 27 and I got lost for a second until I found him forcefully kissing me against my will. I started hitting him but he grabbed my arms with one hand and raised them above my head. He though me to the ground and removed my black skinny jeans and my Navy blue sweater. He forced himself on me and took the one thing that is mine.

I woke up in a cold sweat about to cry because I had just relived the one thing that I want to forget about. Realizing that I was not on the couch anymore with Cole I panicked for a second until I saw him right beside me. I hugged him immediately and started crying. He woke up and wrapped his arms around me as I laid on top of him.  

He asked me what was wrong when I had calmed down. I didn't know how to tell him I still have nightmares about the night I was raped. The night I told him I was raped by my father's friend John he flipped out and left. Three days later Cole came back and he was calmer then when he left. The next day I read in the paper that John had died due to accidentally overdosing on heroin. I was relived that he was gone but I had a feeling it wasn't an accident but I didn't care because he was gone.

I looked at Cole and said I still have nightmares from the night I was raped. He looked at me and said he can't hurt you no one can hurt you anymore. He hugged me tight and kissed me on the forehead and said I love you so much.

We laid in bed for a hour while I calmed down. We got up and he told me he was getting I the shower. I said OK laid back and played on the phone he got me a few months ago. I quickly got bored so I walked into his bathroom and sat on the counter. He got out of the shower and was startled when he saw me and quickly grabbed a towel wrapped it around himself and said hey what are you doing in here. 

I was still in shock at how big he is then he asked what I was doing in here. I looked up and said I got bored. He walked over between my legs and said well maybe I can help you with that as he gently put his lips to mine. I sat there as he kissed me for what seemed like hours and I liked it so much I didn't want him to stop. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him insanely close to me. 

He picked me up and carried me to his bed. He took my tank top and under ware  off me as I throw his towel off him onto the floor he kissed down my neck and to my breasts as I messed up his hair. He kissed me up and down. He looked in my eyes and asked me if I was sure about this because and that if I didn't want to do it it was OK.

Hours later we laid in bed sweaty and out of breath. I laid on his arm as we were twisted in the sheets he looked down at me and smiled that smile that drove me nuts.  He asked if I was OK I shook my head yes and smiled as I curled up into his side and fell asleep with his warm body right beside me.