It's you (Day6 YoungK)

Prologue

" Amuri wonhaedo neoneun ije,
Imi kkeutnabeorin jinannarui
Hanpyeonui yeonghwayeosseodan geol
Nan ara~"

No matter how much I want you, you are now like a movie from the days of yesteryear, That's already over. I know this.

He sang to his heart's content, reminiscing the moments he had with her, not caring how loud the cheer were from his fans. He poured all his emotions to the song, the song which can only tell how much he misses her, how much he wanted to tell her that she was beautiful. Was.

He continued to strum his base, avoiding eye contact to the fans who attended their concert. He wanted for it to end soon, he felt his hands slowly shaking and he was afraid he might mess up the concert. He was struggling to fight the urge of him to breakdown in front of hundreds of people, how can he not? It has only been a year since she lost her and it has just been a year as he watched her casket being burried under the ground.

She was his everything, his world revolved around her and so was hers. Before she died, they were inseparable, they planned their future together, him being a singer and her being a doctor she always wanted to be.

She always had the brightest smile and a heart of gold. She was never tired of helping other people and putting them first even before herself and that led her to her death.

She was driving her way to the university where she studied medicine, it was still a red a light and as usual, she was wearing her brightest smile. A few kindergartens crossed the street, kids were always a source of joy for her, in fact, she dreamt of having a whole soccer team with him. She laughed at how ridiculous her daydream was. She looked at her reflection on the rearview mirror when she suddenly noticed an overspeeding truck a few miles from them. She felt her heart beated so fast, if the truck lost it's brakes she knew all the kids would be hit, she waited for a few seconds, still hoping the truck would somehow slowdown, but it didn't. She looked around, no one was there, no other cars besides her. She tried to warn the kids but they couldn't hear her even though she shouted till she felt like her lungs were about to burst.

She dialled his number as she turned her car around, now facing an overspeeding truck, after a few rings, he finally picked up.

"Younghyunah~ mianhe. I'm about to do the stupidest thing in my whole life, but I'm proud of it."

Those were the last words she said to him, not even an I love you, till the end, she stayed selfless, she stayed kind and pure and he hated her for that, but even though he hated her for doing such a stupid move, his love was stronger than the hate he temporarily felt for her, until one day the hate faded away and just turned to pain.

"Yeppeosseo,
Naege boyeojun nunmulkkaji
Neowa gajyeodeon sungandeureun
Da~ da~
Jinajiman, neon neomu yeppeosseo"

You were pretty
The tears you showed me
The moments I had with you
All of it, All of it
Have passed
But you were so pretty

He wiped the tear that escaped the corner of his eye as Sungjin sang the last part of the song. He held his head high, now ready to face his fans, as he swallowed the imaginary lump in his throat, it was dry from holding his tears back and from holding his whimpers back.

"Brian, gwaenchana?"
Jae asked.

"Nae.  Don't worry, I'll be fine."
He lied.

"Just hang in there, we're almost done."

He thought he wouldn't survive, he thought he'd mess up, it was the first time he went on stage ever since Choi Se Hwa died, he stayed away from his base and from the stage as it would just remind him of how she loved it as he held his base.

Sungjin and the others were now saying goodbyes to their fans but he remained quiet still with his head down again until he heard a loud scream saying "BRIAN, GWAENCHANA". He was puzzled, aside from JYP staff and Day6 members, nobody ever knew what happened and nobody ever knew he was suffering, especially their fans so it confused him how a certain fan was comforting him.

He quickly looked up, searching for the mysterious voice, but the stage lights were so bright that he had to squint his eyes and cover it with his hands, after searching thoroughly through the crowd, his eyes met a familiar face.

He felt like fainting, his knees suddenly go weak, his heart beating faster and his eyes glistening from the tears he tried to hold back again as he stared to a familiar figure, with a banner on her hand wearing the brightest smile. The smile which he thought he will never be able to see.

The fans started to walk out of the venue as they wrap up their concert, the other boys just waving to their fans, the staff now keeping their instruments, but he stood frozen in his place, with his eyez glued on the same woman before.

As if his feet has a mind of it's own, it started to run towards the familiar girl, he looked and looked but she was nowhere to be found. He heard his bandmates call his name but he cared less than the familiar girl he has seen. He quickly went out of the gates, panting as his head turned and turned that he thought his neck was going to break anytime soon.

He breathed out when he found her, talking to someone on her phone as she describes how amazing the concert was. He slowly moved towards her, he held his wrist and she turned around, thinking he was a psycho but she realized it was the guy whom she idolized for a long time.

"Omo Brian?!"
She exclaimed but he was just staring at her, she can tell his eyes were red from trying to hold back tears.

Though she knew a bit of the rumor, she didn't know what or why is he in front of her. She was confused, but she felt heart broken as she looked at his eyes.

"Se Hwa-yah~"
He soflty said.

He looked at her, they looked the same, but different at the same time. Her face, her long wavy brown hair, her lips, her complexion, exactly the same, like she was a carbon copy of his lost love but her eyes were different, although he knew they were telling another story, he denied the fact that the girl in front of her is a different person. He wanted to escape from reality just for awhile and tell him that she is Se Hwa and that she was alive all this time, but she didn't.

"I'm not Se Hwa. I'm Min Seo Hee"
She explained.

"Se Hwa-yah~ bogoshipeo."

He suddenly pulled her into a hug, his face burried at the crook of her neck. She wanted to push him off but she stopped as soon as she heard him sob. She wanted to tell him again that she's not the person whom he thinks she is, but the way he cried, she now knew that the rumors she heard and researched about were true and being their fan since their debut just broke her heart. She let him cry on her shoulder as she patted his back, wishing that someday he'll get over the pain he felt.

"Gwaenchana~ I'm here."
She said.