Forgotten|Jimin Fanfiction

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"You have no idea how hard it is to force
myself to stop thinking about you
sometimes."

TAEHYUNGS POV
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"Another shot please."

"But sir you have drank so much already-" I cut her off harshly.

"Your not the one buying more shots, now are you?" I snapped.

"N-no I'm s-sorry..." The lady bowed and apologized, bringing me another bottle of whisky.

I stared at the cup of whisky that was now set in front of me, it reminded me of the time me and Her had a drink. Why does she have to be on my mind all the daum time? I can't lie, because of her I'm becoming more of a fool. Even though I know I can't have her I want her, she's like a drug, overtime I'm addicted and it's hard to stop being obsessed.

JAE EUN POV
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"I let you go so many times before and I don't want to repeat the same mistake again because I'm afraid of losing you forever."

"No, you know what? For all I know it's just another one of your white lies." You pushed him away. "Haven't you ever thought that maybe it's too late to fix what you've done to me?"

"Jae eun I-" you cut him off.

"I've heard enough." You snapped and turned to face the door.

"You really want to know why I did everything I did?" He said while your back faced him.

"I did it all out of jealousy, jealousy that you had Taehyung and you were happy with him." He bluntly answered.

You stopped.

"The way he took your hand, the way he defended you, and the way he looks at you, Why couldn't that be me?"

You remained silent. You felt your back came in contact with his chest and his chin rested on your head. As much as you tried to force something to come out your mouth, your tounge felt tied with its words.

"Maybe I'm scared because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything I think about, everything I need, everything I want." Jimin's words had made you feel butterfly's in your stomach but at the same time it made you feel like garbage for some reason. 

Suddenly there was knocking at the door which made everything completely stop.

"I'll go get the door." Jimin sighed letting go of you.

'Don't fall for it Jae Eun.. His words aren't true, they never were.' You thought as you ran your fingers through your hair in frustration.

You tilted your head backwards resting it on the wall. As much as you wanted to believe what he said, those words are too good to be true. You lost your train of thought when you heard the sound of a phone ring. You came closer to the sound and realized Jimin had left your phone on the bed. Almost immediately you answered the phone when you saw the caller ID.

"Hello tae-?"

"Hello, I'm Park Jihyun. Uhm... your boyfriend got pretty wasted so I'm going to need you to come pick him up if possible." Another voice picked up through the other end of the line.

B-Boyfriend?

"Where is he?"

"At the pub closest to jins five star restaurant."

What the fuck Taehyung?

"Alright thank you." You hung up and grabbed your keys to head out.

As you made your way out the door into the living room, your eyes caught a glimpse of them kissing again... you knew his words were all just a lie but you wanted to believe it which hurt more. Quickly Jimin pulled away as he saw you walk by him like he wasn't there anymore.

"It's not what it looks like!" He insisted holding you back.

You pushed by him again rolling your eyes.

"Yah. Kim Jae Eun where are you going?" Jimin got infront of you trying to block your path.

"Don't worry I'm never coming back." You built a wall to suppress your emotions, you smiled at him but behind that smile you were hurt. You didn't want to leave him but you didn't want to keep hurting either.

Quickly you ran to your car and turned it on. When you drove off you looked back at him to see him running after you, at that moment your heart sank into an abyss of pain.

It's time to let you go for the better...

Upon arriving at the pub, you saw wasted Taehyung sleeping soundly on a counter through the windows as you were walking in. You sighed looking at him like this. 

You did this because of me didn't you?

"Are you his girlfriend?" A voice from behind startled you.

His voice sounded identical to jimin's. You quickly looked up to him and your heart sank. He looks like Jimin...

"Are you Jihyun?"

"I asked who you were first." He chuckled.

His eye smile... It reminds me of Jimin.

"Yeah, I'll get going now." You awkwardly rushed the conversation.

"Wait let me help you take him." He offered and you politely rejected, still that didn't stop him.

He grabbed Taehyungs right arm and placed it around his neck and placed his hand around his waste for more support.

"Where's your car?" He asked, you pointed at a black Nissan Altima deciding to just let him help.

Jihyun placed him in the passenger seat and let you take care of the rest. As you were placing the seatbelt on him, your attention turned to him. The cute little snores coming from him made a smile spread across your face but you snapped back into reality when you heard Jihyun purposely cough to get your attention.

"I think it's cute how his girlfriend is his only contact. Oh and before I forget here's his phone." Jihyun get handed you a phone, it's not the same phone as before.

Only contact?

"Thank you and thank you for helping me even though I didn't need your help. I have to get going now."

"Wait! What's your name?" He asked, you looked at him confused as you sat yourself in the driver seat.

"Maybe you'll find out the next time we meet." You smiled before you turned on the car engine and left him standing there dumbfounded.

Your mind felt uneasy... All that was really on it was Jimin and taehyung. You looked at taehyung who was sleeping soundly thinking maybe if you dated him you could get your mind off him. Looking straight ahead on the road you decided staying with him will once and for all end these hurtful feelings.