Forgotten|Jimin Fanfiction

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JIMIN POV
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I sat across my brother at the diner table, our parents couldn't make it cause they had some work to attend which was good considering Jae Eun said she was never coming back. I played with my food, her words flooding back into my mind.

"Don't worry I'm never coming back."

Without an appetite I stood up to go to my room. I was always able to tolerate this pain due to her, but without her home is like suffocating. I miss her so much...

"That's it? You're just going to leave like that?"

I remained silent and kept walking.

"If you take one more step I'll hurt her."

Immediately I turned around and looked him in the eyes.

"I swear to god if you touch her I'll kill you, exactly like the innocent life you killed."

He stood up from his chair knocking it over, his clenched fists hitting the table enabled the sounds of forks and spoons crashing together along with plates and cups scattering across the table.

"Don't go there."

"Face it. You're not a human being, you're a monster."

"I didn't kill her." He said through gritted teeth.

"You know, I'm not surprised our parents don't care about you, you're only a burden, a filth they carry around." I spit out.

My brother aggressively approached me, his fist curled into a ball right before it collided with my face. I let out a laugh.

"Afraid of the truth? What exactly are you trying to do? Run from it? You want me to tell you why you keep running from it?" My lips curved into a smile.

"Stop." He pleaded.

"Because you are guilty. Here's the thing, no one cares about you. Dad only gives you money to satisfy you but doesn't give you the actual love you want and as for mom, she hoped you became like her only smarter and talented. Unfortunately she wished to raise the child she wanted, not the child she has."

"I. Am. Not. Alone."

"Who says?" I let out a laugh but soon regret it.

He began playing dirty with me as well, a sly grin on his face.

"Jae Eun." He smiled innocently.

"You better back off of her she's MY fiancé!" I push him back suddenly getting angry.

"Oh really now? From what I know she was in taehyungs bed not yours." I grew silent.

S-she slept with taehyung again? My calm manner slowly changed as tears began to well up in my eyes, he knew my weakness and began to play my game.

"STOP LYING TO ME!" Blood rushed in my veins acting like an adrenaline.

It definitely hurts, loving her than any other person in the world and knowing I was rejected right before me. I'm left with this excruciating pain wondering how this happened, wondering how I can make her love me.

"You can't change things, you know the both of you don't belong together. I know you keep denying that it's true but accept it because you know she doesn't love you."

No he's lying, I can still get her back... A side of me tells me I need to do something instead of just sitting around doing nothing. I don't know what I'll do but I know I can't just stay here.

"Let me fill you in a little secret. Before I do, you're required to know that it can hurt her if you decide to not follow my rules and what I want is what I'll get."

I gave him a confused glare.

"You still don't understand? Let me put it this way, Jae Eun's best friend raped her and if you want me to keep my mouth shut there's a price to it. How do you think she would feel if she knew her so called best friend took advantage of her when she was drunk?"

Honestly I couldn't seem to put in words or phrases how this trauma felt like. I felt completely weak... How could he allow such a situation happen? I didn't say anything, it felt like no words were invented for this feeling that shouldn't exist.

"What do you want damn it!" I yelled from the top of my lungs, cold tears streaming down my cheeks.

"I want you to disappear."

Jae Eun POV
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You pulled up on taehyung-ah's driveway and looked at him and saw he was already looking at you.

"Is it okay if I crash here tonight?" You asked taehyung with your head hung low.

"Is everything all right?" He asked.

Jimin hurt me... It's better if I just moved on right?

Your heart yearns for his love but at the same time you can't be with him, you'll only cause him harm. You have a choice to make between taking the few months you have left with him which would include breaking jihyuns rules so you couldn't risk it. Instead you decided it'd be better if you moved on and forgot about him meaning you'd have to run away before the wedding and never see him again. Taehyung... He can help me right?

"Can you help me taehyung-ah?" You asked, hurting over what you were about to do.

"With what noona?"

"Help me forget about jimin ever existing in my life." He bit his lip knowing exactly what you meant.

"Are you sure?" He asked and you nodded.

He leaned closer to you, kissing you on the lips.
Both of you moved in sync, he kissed you hungrily. His kisses were rough eventually growing hot and more passionate, for a moment he pulled away and looked at you with a smile on his face.

"You didn't stop me..." He seemed surprised but happy.

"Can I tell you a secret?" You placed you head on his, his gaze on your lips.

"Hmm?"

"I love you." You leaned in and kissed him this time having a heated make out session in the car.

THRID PERSON POV
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Jimin decides it's better to spend his remaining time with Jae Eun however she thought the opposite of that. Making it his mission to find her, he calls his friend Kim Namjoon who is an intelligent and professional tracker and hacker but he doesn't know what's waiting for him when he finds her. Meanwhile taehyung is drowning in regret everytime he sees Jae Eun smile, though he will make sure she never finds out the truth because whenever she was with jimin she never smile or laugh. Seeing her beautiful smile made him feel alive again even after what he did. Deep down Jae Eun felt like she could never over come the love she has for jimin because the kiss she shared with taehyung didn't have the same sparks as him.