savior

drama

Yuzuru's POV
I can't believe they made me do this. Now they know my biggest secret, and that secret is ugly. I can't look them in the eyes anymore. It'll be to embarrassing to face them after they saw my cuts, they probably think I'm a freak. "Yuzuru" I hear a faint voice and it belongs to Javier. "Yuzuru look at me" he says and lifts my chin up. I can only imagine how ugly I look right now with my eyes all swollen because of crying. "Yuzuru, what made you do this, please tell us, we want to help you." Javier says and I can hear his voice cracking. He starts to stroke my cheeks and wipe my tears off, but more tears keep falling. I want him to know what's going on in my life but I don't want to tell him. "I don't want to tell you" I say almost soundlessly. "I can help you if you tell me, Yuzuru darling please" I snap my eyes up at what he said to me and he realizes his mistake. "Wha-what did you call me?" I ask. "Nothing just forget it" he mumbles. "Yuzuru do you understand that we have to call your mother about this" Brian says seriously and continues "You need some serious help, are you suicidal?" "What no don't call my mom please I'll do everything you want but please don't tell her just say anything you want me to do but don't tell my mom" I cry out. My mom can definitely not find out about this. "Yuzuru calm down please and answer me, have you thought about suicide?" "Why is it so important to you, it's my life and I can do anything about it!" "Yuzuru please don't you get it, we care about you and love you so much, we want to help you" Javi says and I can see the pain in his eyes. "I won't tell you anything, it's my business not yours" "well at least we have to tell your mom" Brian says and gets his phone from his pocket. "No!" "What do you want me to do!? I can be anything you want and do anything you want just don't tell her" I cry desperately. "What do you mean?" Javi asks me confused. "I can do anything you want me to do, you can- can.." Javier raises his hand quickly off of my arm and I close my eyes as I blurt out "Please don't hit me!" I feel a hand land softly on my cheek. I slowly open my eyes to find Javier's beautiful chocolate brown eyes staring back at me. "I would never hit you, Yuzuru has someone hurt you?" he asks with sadness filling his eyes. "I-- I tried to fight back. I'm sorry Javi, I wasn't strong enough" I blurt out, remembering all the times they had hit and abused me. "Oh my god. Are you bullied?" Javi asks me and looks shocked. Hearing this brings tears into my eyes again. "Javi, Brian just let me do something for you or you can do something to me but please don't tell her" I beg. "Yuzuru what makes you think we are the same as them, we don't want to hurt you" Brian assures me. "Who was it" Javi asks and looks very angry. "What?" "Who was the one who abused you?" "It was no one" I mumble.

Javiers POV
I can't believe it. Yuzuru is such a mess right now. He is getting anxious and keeps blabbering that we can take him, and do anything we want with him so we won't tell his mom. "Yuzu, stop it calm down, take deep breaths. We won't tell your mom if you promise you will stop cutting and I will check your wrists in every practice, do you understand?" I say to him. He looks like a little child right now. He opens his arms and crashes into me and keeps crying out the words i'm so sorry, i'm so ugly, Javi please forgive me. "My scars, they are so ugly" he cries and hugs me even tighter. I pull off and take his arm in my hand and tell him "Your scars aren't ugly, they are battle scars, they are a part of you and you are perfect." as I kiss his scars. "I'm sorry Javi..., I-- i'm too weak to fight them, I-I just can't anymore" he cries. "Tell me who they are and I'll take care of it" I ask him as I pull him in for another hug "Can I please go home, I don't want to be here anymore" his tears keep falling down. "Of course sweetheart, we will take you there" I say as I pick Yuzuru up and start carrying him to the changing room in a bridal style Brian following us. I set Yuzu down and start opening his skates. "I can do it myself" he whispers and reaches out but his fingers are trembling so I calmly move them off and say gently to him "It's fine, I'll do it" Finally I've taken both of our skates off and changed into our shoes. I pick him up again and Brian takes our stuff. We start walking towards Brian's car. As we reach his car I open the door to the backseat and set Yuzuru in. I'm about to leave and move to the front seat but I hear a faint voice saying "Javi..." I look back at him and he grabs my hand. I understand the message on his face, pleading me to stay with him. I move to sit next to him. "You are safe in my arms" I whisper as I pull him close to me and kiss the top of his head.
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I don't know about this story :/ I feel like it's a piece of crap, cause I'm definitely not a good writer haha. but yeah, I guess I'm going to continue just for fun ?