A/N:
Oh my god guys,I'm sorry about this. Almost 4 months of no any updates :3
I had writer's block plus I'm really busy for the passed months because of thesis proposal😅 Anyways! Enjoy reading now,love lots x
PS: Sorry for this short update! Will work again soon :)-Adele-
I woke up with this very uncomfortable feeling.. I can't remember what happened last night. *sigh* Oh,ya. Simon and I had a dinner date..
But fuck sake! Why am I like this?
Wait..
Yea,we ate. I slept on a couch and we ended kissing each other. And..
I slowly looked down at myself. My dress is really messy and my legs felt so wide. The fuck,that really happened? Oh God.
I was about to get up when I felt Simon's warm arms wrap around me. "Adele.." he whispered.I looked at him gently. His eyes are everything. Like,there's a hundred million words inside but he won't say anything. Isn't it lovely? "Are you okay?" he added. "I can't remember anything from last night,Simon." I insist. "I was drunk. I drank a lot." I added.
"Oh,really." I could see a little bit of disappointment in his eyes. He pull me closer this time and hug me a little more tight. "I enjoyed. I enjoyed last night.." he got that bed voice feels. My heart is beating really really fast!
He cooked food for our breakfast. He made an extraordinary creamy pasta and a very crispy chicken balls. I bet he's good at cooking.
"You really can't remember anything?" he asked our of nowhere.
"Uhm,we had dinner? And we kissed each other.. No other than that. And uhm.. Hm,is there anything else? Simon?" I looked down and away. He said no and then look away as well.It's Saturday and I won't go to work. Simon drived me home safetly. We both had a silent momentum during the drive. We both know that we're drunk and we're having a lil bit hang over from last night. But,I also know that something happened last night.
I just don't want Simon to be aware of it. He didn't even manage to tell me something about it earlier when we are at thr kitchen. I asked him if there was anything else that happened. But he said no.
Let's just see how things will work out. I like Simon. But,does he likes me as well? I know that woman are good mind readers and often have that 99.9% girl's insticts. I am not judging Simon. He's a very good person. But I want to play safe.. I don't even know if he's in love with me or if he's just playin' around you know. It's hard. I don't wanna get hurt. I love him.
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Adele is her name.
FanfictionI'am not born to be perfect. I'am born to be real with myself and to enjoy this wonderful world as well. As a person,"to be loved" is right and just. And so I live to find that "love" I never felt before.