If My Thoughts Were Heard By You

20th of Feb

I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

I just didn't want Chinese.

We're having chicken tomorrow, and funny enough!

I didn't want chicken again tonight.

You're always telling me

"Make suggestions, don't be so quiet, say if you don't want it, I'm not going to shout."

And here we are right fucking now.

You're pissed off (again may I add), acting like a pain in the ass because I didn't want CHINESE.

JESUS

FUCKING

CHRIST

Every little thing sets you off now.

I can't say or do anything without you THROWING A FUCKING TANTRUM.

I've grown up with 13 years of the same thing, but then you wanted to do your own things AND ARE PUTTING EVERYONE ELSE DOWN BECAUSE OF IT.

You don't care how anyone else feel, how what anyone else thinks.

YOURE NOT THE ONLY FUCKING ONE WHOSE FEELING ARE GETTING HURT.

Again, I can't fucking stand this.

You wanting to change is affecting everyone else, but you don't look.

Because you don't fucking care.

Listen here,

Learn how to pay attention to other peoples feelings.

Stop overreacting about everything.

Ohhhh here's one you taught me!

Stop and think about how your actions are going to affect others.

Are you really incapable of doing that.

Stop trying to make me feel bad, you'll only make your self look bad.

To think I thought you were actually going to change.

Be nicer?

Yeah, this is you were talking about.

Don't fucking shout at me.

"I didn't think anybody wanted to swim in a bloody pool!"

You were the one one interpreted the question wrong.

BLOOD DIPSHIT FUCKING BLOOD.

Jesus Christ you're stupid.

Here's one thing though.

Don't ever fucking touch me again in a threatening manner, or you so pure as he'll won't keep me as a child.

You disgust me me sometimes mum you really do.