If My Thoughts Were Heard By You

20th of May

I feel so alone.

Unwelcome

Unwanted

Ignored

You're all there but I don't feel it

I can't feel your presence

I can see it know though

I'm slowly dying on the inside

I'm fine with that though

I'm here now to try and make them feel better

But if I can't then so be it

Your pain I can feel

Everything affects me

When you're sad so am I

I was depressed anyway I just see it now

Clearer than before

I stopped caring though

I'm done

If in slowly dying then let me die

I no longer care what happened to me

I'm done feeling

I can't stop feeling everyone's pain and my own

My own is twice as painful

All over my body

Every new pain I tell you

But you stopped doing anything about it

And so have I

I live with pain

Pain lives with me

I am pain

Pain is I

We are one

He'll never go away