(A/N: boyxgirl)
She was your rock. The one you can lean on whenever you're feeling down. The one you can run to without feeling ashamed of yourself.
As you sat down at the studio with Zayn beside you, helping you write some songs for your new album, you can't help but think about all the times you spent with her. You were staring blankly at the paper ahead of you. You can't think of anything to write down. You felt Zayn rubbing your back as you finally broke down in tears.
" Let it all out mate. " You heard Zayn said while he kept on rubbing your back, trying to ease your pain. You cried your heart out until you just hugged Zayn. It felt like the weight of the whole world was on your shoulders. " Where did I go wrong? Am I not enough for her? " You asked, feeling vulnerable. " You didn't do anything wrong, Y/N/N. She doesn't deserve you, let her be. You'll find someone else that'll keep you happy. " You pulled out from the hug and faced the paper again.
" But she's my everything Z. I mean, we planned our future together. I pictured her as my wife and hopefully, the mother of my future kids. " You confessed to Zayn. You've been dating Kendall for almost three years. In fact, it's your 3rd Anniversary next month. But Kendall decided to end your relationship, without giving you a valid reason. She just said that she's tired of you. That's it.
" Let it all out in a song Y/N. That's what you're good at, turn the bad things into good things. " Zayn said with a small smile on his face. You just nodded then thought of your relationship with her. You wrote down some lyrics, stating how you're feeling right now after she left you.
After a few hours of writing a few words down, you decided to test it in a piano, checking if it matches with the tune and all. You smiled after the finishing the song as you began to record it.
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" Y/N! Come on, we're going out! " Fai said as he entered your room. You groaned out as you covered yourself with the comforter, not in the mood to go out. After seeing pictures of her going out with A$AP Rocky, it pissed you off. You thought the worst, that she already had a fling with him before you guys broke up. " Go away, Fai. " You threw a pillow at him but he dodged it.
" Y/N/N, please. You need to go out. Your fans miss you. " The mention of your fans made you sit up straight in your bed. " Show her what she's missing, Y/N. Show her that she's not worth it. " Fai said which made you glare at him. " She was and will always be worth it to me Fai, so shut up. " He puts his hands up in defense then left the room before saying, " Dress casually! We're hitting the club tonight! " You finally got up to dress yourself up. You put on some black ripped jeans, a plain white shirt, and your pair of Adidas EQTs. He said to dress casual so.
You went downstairs to see Fai, Gigi, Zayn, Hailey, and Daniel. " Hey mate, you finally got out of your cave yeah? " Zayn joked as you've been staying at your room since the breakup, only getting out for the studio and to eat. " Damn, Y/N. You need to shave that scruff off. " Daniel added. You flipped him off then they laughed. " Are we going or are we not? " They just nodded then stood up before going outside and entering their own cars. Fai decided to ride with you so it was Zayn and Gigi, and Daniel and Hailey. " Where are we going, Fai? " He just shrugged then you heard Zayn's car honking. " Follow us, Y/N! " Gigi shouted from the window then you just nodded at her. You followed Zayn's car out of your driveway and into the streets of Los Angeles.
After a few minutes of driving, you finally arrived at the famous 1Oak. 'I guess I'm going to have fun tonight or I'll just pretend again.' You thought.
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" Shot! Shot! Shot! " Your friends and some other people around you chanted. You took the shot of vodka which was given to you by Fai. " Aye! Let loose my friend! " Daniel cheered from your side then took a shot as well. " Tonight, my boy, you're going to have fun! " He added before giving you another shot which you took as well.
After two or more shots of vodka, you can already feel the alcohol's effect on you. You were a bit drunk but still aware of your surroundings. You were sitting at your booth with Zayn and Gigi as Fai, Daniel, and Hailey were dancing on the dance floor. " Have I told you guys yet? " Zayn and Gigi turned towards you as they heard you speaking. " I'm going to perform at the Brits 2017. " You said then took a sip from the glass of water you were holding. " When's the Brits? " Gigi asked as she leaned on Zayn. " On the 22nd of February. " Her eyes lightened up as soon as she heard the date. " Hey! The London Fashion Week ends at the 21st of February. So I guess we're watching you guys. " Gigi said. You just nodded at her then stood up to go to the bar to order again.
On the way to the bar, you bumped into someone which caused their drink to spill on your white shirt. You cursed under your breath then looked up only to see A$AP Rocky. The guy who ruined your relationship with Kendall. " What the f*ck?! " You yelled, your emotions filled with anger, not because he spilled on your shirt but because he stole Kendall from you. " Sorry man, I didn't mean to spill my drink on you. " He said, clearly not realizing who you were. Realization hits him once he looked up at you, then a smug smirk took over his facial features. " Oh. Hey, Y/N. How are you feeling? " You were shaking in anger. " How does it feel to finally get Kendall from you? I was right, she's a wild one in bed. Unluckily for you, she's mine now. " With that, you punched him.
He wasted no time in hitting you back while people formed a crowd around you. People were cheering and all that, along with the music. You finally got to pin him down on the floor while repeatedly punching him on his face but he kneed you which caused you to fall and now he's the one punching you repeatedly. " Rocky! Oh my gosh, get off of him! " You heard her. After two weeks of constantly listening to her last voice message to you, you now finally heard her voice in person. You finally felt A$AP Rocky's weight pulled off of you and now you were being held by Zayn and Fai.
" F*ck you! You're just a piece of sh*t! You don't deserve Kendall! " You screamed at him as bouncers held him back. " And you too Kendall! Don't come running back to me when he hurts you. " You spat at her, anger and hatred laced on your voice. You finally pulled away from the grip of your friends on your arm then went out of the club.
" Y/N! What happened to you?! "
" Y/N! Are you alright?! "
" Y/N! What can you say about Kendall's relationship with A$AP Rocky?! "
You showed your middle finger to that paparazzi. You finally got in your car and just punched the steering wheel while crying your eyes out. You were startled when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You looked up then saw Hailey in your car. It was clear that she was crying. " You scared us back there, Y/N/N. Let's get you home yeah? "
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