let's imagine that Kendall attended the VMAs :)
*Y/N's POV*
You know what sucks about being friends with benefits with someone? It's that part where you get feelings and stop the fucking because they found themselves in a relationship. They'll act as if you didn't do anything under those sheets.
"Y/N, stop moping around! Man up and take the consequences." I groaned as Zayn pulled me out of my bed. "I'm not moping around, fuck off. I was sleeping." I covered my head with a pillow as I heard Zayn groaned.
"Get up, let's go to the studio! Lauren's stopping by the studio so get your ass up!" I sat up at the mention of my best friend's name. "She's here in LA?" Zayn just nodded. I quickly got up then ran towards the bathroom to take a shower.
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"Lauren!" I ran towards my best friend as she opened her arms for me. I hugged her which made her laugh as she hugged me back.
"What are you doing here in LA? I thought you're in Japan?" I pulled away from our hug so I can look at her. "What? You're not happy to see me?" I slapped her forearm as she laughed before she sat down at the couch in my studio.
"We came back for the VMAs, I thought you're performing there with us?" I nodded before sitting down in front of my Mac. "Yeah, I'm going to perform Down with you guys but I'm also thinking about performing my own song."
"Which song?" Lauren sat down next to me before looking through my computer. "I don't know, I want to write a new song right now so I can perform it at the VMAs." I got my guitar from the corner before plucking random chords.
"Well, can I write it with you?" I nodded then she got a paper and pen out.
"So, what are you feeling right now? What do you want to write about?" I thought about it before answering Lauren.
"Honestly, I feel like shit. I want to write about how she cut our connections off but now she's trying to fuck with me again." I gripped on the neck of my guitar as I thought about Kendall.
"Wait, what? What do you mean by trying to fuck with you again? She wants to be fuck buddies with you even though she's with Harry?" I just nodded at her before plucking my guitar again.
"Come on, let's start writing." I said then grabbed the pen from Lauren then wrote down the chords I randomly plucked.
A few hours and coffees later, we're done with the first verse and chorus but I'm still not satisfied with my song. "Hey you wanna try this?" Lauren handed me a joint before taking a sip of her coffee which made me raise an eyebrow at her. "It'll help you get creative with what you're writing. Come on, let your imaginations run wild." I took the joint from her before placing it on my lips then lighting it.
I took a drag before Lauren got it from my mouth then took a drag as well. A few more hits and I'm stoned.
"Hey, can I see the first verse?" She handed the paper to me then I began writing and replacing a few words.
"I think I'm done." I put down the paper then showed it to Lauren.
"Are you serious? 'Wears boat shoes with no socks on his feet'?" Lauren laughed as she read the lyric I wrote. "What? It's true, he doesn't wear socks when he wears those loafers." She just laughed harder before looking down at the paper again.
"Oh my God!" She laughed harder before pointing at a certain lyric I wrote. "Seriously? He bleaches his arsehole?" I nodded before laughing with her.
"This is gonna be some bomb ass diss track Y/N, I can't wait 'til you perform this at the VMAs! Come on, let's record it." I just laughed at her, not really aware of what's happening around me.