Y/N's POV
I got my phone and wallet from my bedside table before making my way to my car. I think I'm gonna be late. I'm on my way to Kendall's apartment here in New York and it's already 11 in the evening.
I decided to stop by this small convenience store and I bought some ice cream, chips, and a few candy bars for myself. I paid for my items at the cashier, tipping the nice lady a few bucks.
I got inside my car then made sure that the items I bought for Kendall were secured in my passenger seat.
I parked my car a few car spots away from the main entrance of Kendall's building, only to see a familiar car that was still parked.
"Shit." I muttered to myself as I turned my car off. What the hell is he still doing here? I sighed to myself, I had no choice but to wait here in the cold ass weather in New York.
After almost an hour, he finally went out of the building. I waited until he got in his car and I watched as he drove away from the building.
I got the bag of goodies I got for Kendall on my passenger seat then I got out of car. I put my hoodie on and my face mask as well, trying to hide my identity from any lurking paparazzis. I locked my car then made my way inside. I pressed the elevator button, waited for a few minutes, then I got inside and pressed the button for the 14th floor. I finally reached the 14th floor and I am now on my way to her unit.
I knocked 4 times, waiting for an answer. She specifically told me to knock 4 times so that she knows if it's me or no and who am I to argue with her?
I looked around the hallway for any prying eyes but saw no one. I leaned my hand on the door, waiting for an answer. I was surprised when the door open and I almost fell to the floor, luckily, I was able to catch myself.
"Easy tiger." Kendall giggled before letting me in.
"I got you some-" I was cut off mid sentence when I felt the brunette's lips on mine. I immediately kissed her back, dropping the items I got for her on the floor yet I didn't even mind.
"Less talk, more fucking." I smiled into the kiss as I picked her up as she wrapped her legs around my waist.
I carried her into the sofa she had in her living room where I sat down. She was quick to straddle me, kissing me hungrily and passionately. Her right hand was pulling on the back of my neck as her left hand stayed on my chest. My hands traveled down from the small of her back then rested it on her ass before giving it a harsh squeeze. She likes it rough. She moaned and I used that opportunity to slip my tongue in. She tried fighting against it but of course, I was stronger than her. I started kissing her down to her neck, sucking on it.
"No marks." She pulled away, reminding me of our deal. I just smirked at her before pulling on her top which she quickly removed.
I went back to kissing her, this time, my hands were on her waist as she grinds down on me. I can't help but moan into the kiss as I felt weaker under her.
She pulled away again but this time, she just stared at me with a lustful look in her face. "I'm in charge tonight." She said in a low voice before she made her way to my neck. I felt her sucking her mark on me and I can't help but squeeze her ass as she kept on placing marks on my neck.
That's how it works for us. She gets to place any hickey she wants but I don't get to do that on her. Why? Because I'm her side chick. And I don't care. I'm happy that way. Even though she has a boyfriend, she's still seeing me behind his back. And stupid me for letting the girl I'm in love with have her way with me even though she's taken. You can't blame me, I'm head over heels for this girl, I mean have you seen her? She's a walking goddess.
It didn't start out like this though. We were fuck buddies first before she got into a relationship. It stopped for a few months but she texted me and told me that she needed me to come over. I thought she just wants to hang out but it was the exact opposite. Turns out her little boy toy can't fuck and that's where I come in. But as months passed by, I felt something deeper than lust for her. I learned how to love her as her, not because she's a good fuck, but because of how she is as a person.
She's been on my mind constantly and I don't have any idea if she feels the same way but I don't care. I'm happy with our current situation. Us sneaking around and meeting at my place or hers.
I feel like a fool for I always have a smile on my face whenever I think about her. I feel like a fool for falling in love with someone who just wants to fuck but at the same time, I can't even stop myself.
I can't tell her the truth, even though I want to risk everything for her, I can't just do it anytime I want. I still think about her, her career, her future, and I'm afraid that I might put her in jeopardy if I acted upon my feelings.
"You fuck me s-so good.. fuck" Kendall moaned as I kept on eating her out. Her eyes were closed in ecstasy as she pulled on my hair, trying to get me even closer to her sex.
"I'm close baby... fuck! Don't stop, please" She begged. I fucking love it when she begs for me.
The room was filled with her moans and I helped her ride out her high. I stopped when she started whimpering from overstimulation. I climbed up from below her, laying down beside her as she tried catching her breath. I opened my arms for her as she cuddled into me, resting her head on my chest.
"I'll never get used to that tongue of yours." Kendall said which made me chuckle at her. She looked up at me before she leaned in for a kiss.
Before I knew it, she was already on top of me, kissing me in a slow yet lustful manner. I stopped kissing her as I stared deeply into her eyes, her brown eyes that I've grown to love so much to look at. She's so fucking beautiful.
'I love you so fucking much, Kendall.' I thought.
"You just gonna stare at me or what?" Kendall joked then I felt her lips against mine as we made love for the nth time this night.
I am not proud of it but I will never regret nor be ungrateful as I get to share an intimate moment with the person I love even if we don't share the same feelings.
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hi :>
- A x
