How to be Yours? (boyxboy)

HTBY- 8 "Sebastian"

SEB'S POV

Sitting here inside the office of my dad makes me feel so unproductive. Ba't pa kasi ako kailangan dito. Well, ako na daw kasi ang susunod na magmamana ng kompanyang ito. Im Sebastian Ejercito, son of Ezekiel Buenvenida. Confusing right? Well, heres the story. Hindi ako biological child ni dad. Actually we're living just the two of us. My mom died while giving me birth. So when she left me, dad adopted me. Mom and dad are bestfriends since high school kaya kay dad Ezekiel ako napunta. If you ask me kung nasan ang tatay ko, im asking dad also but he dont want to talk about it. He said before that he knows my dad very well and he dont have any idea kung bakit hindi ako and my mom pinanagutan ng totoo kong tatay. After that, ayoko muna alalahanin ang totoong ako. I need to focus in my life now. Kung ano ako ngayon and kung sino ang kasa-kasama ko.

Nawala ang pagmumuni-muni ko nang may mahagip ang aking mata sa labas ng office ni dad. Theres this guy with an angelic face of his. Sht. Who is he? Yung feeling ko na unproductive day eh napalitan ng excitement. What happen to you Seb, focus. Focus.

"Seb, can you go outside for a while? Maguusap lang kami ng supplier natin. Nasa labas na pala sila." Dad ask.

"Yes sure dad"

Palabas na ko and i dont want to lose this chance to have a glimpse look sa taong ito. Fck Seb. Are ypu getting gay right now? Aarrrgghhh.

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"Son? Ano na? What happen to you?" Dad asked out of nowhere. Ayan. Daydreaming nanaman ako kung paano nagsimula ang lahat ng ito. Well nandito ako sa office ni dad to have a full introduction kela tito Kristoff and Kayl.

"They're on their way na son. Losen up." Dad added.

If you ask kung ano ang gagawin ko? Edi kung ano yung sinabi ko kay Kayl. Im going to court him and sasabihin ko yun sa harap ng tatay nya with my dad supporting me. Yes alam ni dad ito na bisexual ako. Sabi pa nga nya, bat daw puro babae ang nakikita nya na dinadala ko sa hotel before noong minsan na pinapabantayan nya ko. Eh sabi ko, nito lang naman ako naging bisexual dahil nakita ko si Kayl first time outside his office.

"Ahm. Im okay dad. Medyo kinakabahan lang" i answered. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ngayon ko pa ito nararamdaman. I know im making this move too fast pero kasi, I dont want to lose this chance. I dont want to lose Kayl right now lalo na't alam kong may kakompitensya ako sa kanya.

"Ngayon ka pa talaga kinabahan hah?" natatawang sabi ni dad. "I know you can do this son. Mas lalo mo akong pinabilib ngayon sa pinapakita mo sa akin." he added. I smiled to him as an answer when his telco rang. "Sir. Go-On supplies are already here." said by his secretary maybe. 

"Let them in, Cara." dad answered. "Okay sir"

At eto na nga. Kinabahan ako lalo. Ano kaya magiging reaksyon ni Kayl kung makikita nya ako dito. Magugulat? Matutuwa? Arrgggg. I felt my heart stop nang may kumatok sa pintuan ng office ni dad. Im done. Andito na sila. You can do this Seb! "Come in!" dad shouted politely. 

"Good afternoon Mr. Buenvinida and Sir." the man greeted us. I think this is Kayl's father. Pero nasan si Kayl?

"Good afternoon also Mr. Gonzales. Where's your son by the way?" dad greeted back and ask.

"Nasa comfort room lang po. Susunod narin po siya dito. Bakit nyo nga po pala kami pinatawag Mr. Buenvenida? May problema po ba sa mga supplies namin? Aayusin po namin agad para po hindi sagabal sa production nyo. Alam nyo naman po na top priority po namin kayo and sorry na po ngayon palang kung nagka- problema po sa supplies." Mr. Gonzales rapidly said. Grabe. Napaka- down to earth naman ng dad ni Kayl. No wonder kung bakit ganon din siya kabait.