Black Rose (sequel to nightmare flowers)slow updates

One plus one

I don't know much about algebra but I know one plus one equals two.

Aulani

I went to the hotel before I didn't want to be "sorry" . So much was going through my head right now. I didn't know how to feel because everything was confusing. She left me yet when I was on the verge of leaving her she begged me to stay. And she came back as if nothing happened, as if 6 to 8 months ago I didn't even know if she was still alive because it had been THAT long since we talked.

I didn't know what I wanted , I love her to the depths of the earth , I'd do anything to have her and she does this to me. Its funny how she has this imaginary hold on my heart that only I know about. How in the blink of an eye she can have me so in love, pussy dripping, panties on the floor. Yet she leaves as soon as she comes.

I pulled up the the hotel and walk inside. "Umm I'm looking for Danielle Smiths " (sorry I forgot her last name) I said to the lady at the desk.

She gave me a key to the room and I proceeded on my way .

As I got to the room and opened the door there she stood. With all her beautiful brown glory , long brown hair , beautiful eyes and plump pink lip. She was wearing nothing but her Calvin Klein boxers with the matching sports bra. Her beautiful abs shown covered with her brown sugar skin. I couldn't believe I was so aroused by this , I was married, but seeing her body just made me want to melt in her arms and cling to her every word.

"Hello, hello , You there Aulani?" Danni questioned.

Wow I had been staring to long. "I-I'm sorry I just was ummm, distracted " I responded shyly

She walked up behind me kissing my neck as her hands traveled down my body. Removing my coat snaking her hands under my shirt . "I want to please you.... in every way" she breathed out against my neck. "Will you let me?, she said turning me towards her taking me out of my shirt.

I stared at the face of my lover, how could this be. I knew I had lived but six months ago we were pronounced apart. Forever. How is she here. I grew angry until she opened her mouth and uddered those beautiful words that made me want to just melt away in her arms knowing the consequences. This two simple words.

"You want me?" With the famous smirk . The smirks had it going. But then she got serious with me

"te he echado de menos"

I tell her the same. Because it's true. As mad as I am I am happy and I love her.

I was also scared, scared to tell her I was hurt. Scared of how she would handle what I said. So scared that I when she blew up on me for telling her I threatened to kill myself.

I wanted all the pain to be over with. But I was scared.

How do you live with knowing the person you love is gone. Days before she left me we argued because I was going to leave her. I guess that's what hurts. Now here we are the roles flipped and she says I'm trippin.

But she's leaving again. I can't fathom it but I survive anyway. Because I know. I know that love never fades.

"I-I can't let you , because you're engaged and I'm marr-

She cut me off with a kiss, a lustful yet passionate, full of love kiss. It was long and hard ending sloppily.

She unbuttoned my pants sliding them off of me then took off my bra and picked me up , slamming me into the bed. She then looked at me as if she were searching.

"You know you want me.... you know it" she says , with the smirk of course.

Before I could respond and protest my hands are tied to the bed post and she slides my underwear off with her teeth.

Suddenly all the memories of our past encounters come back to me. All of my pains and sorrow come back. I couldn't move , but as she slid her fingers into me I was in heaven. I moaned loudly as she picked up her pace , adding another finger.

"Please Danni stop" I said . "You want this." She said taking her tongue over my clit .

I screamed when that happened, I Had been longing for . I truly did want her. Nothing more nothing less. But Aubrey.

"Tell me Lani" she said humming against my clit, the pleasure wasn't even intense but because I longed for this so much I couldn't take it. All I could do was moan.

She took her fingers out and it was replaced with something far more magical. (You know what it is 😊)

She came up and kissed my lips as this magical tool worked its way in and out of me slowly, eventually speeding up. The feeling intensified as I pulsated all over and soon my legs began to shake uncontrollably.

That's when she slowed her pace "I won't continue until you tell me" she said looking down at me.

"I wasn't it Gosh I want it so badly , so bad it hurts just please." And with that she continued till I came.

We went round after round. Until we were sleeping in the hotel bed. Well she was sleeping, I couldn't sleep. I was very disappointed that I had let her back in. I let her take control of me and now I'm a cheater. I want to hate her so badly yet all I can do is love her and be mad at myself.

All I could do was cry. Sit there and cry. Eventually I got up and got dressed . I sat at the table in the room and wrote her a note.

Dear Danielle,

Sorry.... I really don't want to leave, I don't really want to go without talking to you, hugging you, kissing you.. I don't really want to leave beside you, when I'm thinking of you, my palm hurts, I tried searching why is it that if I feel heartbroken, I feel pain in both of my hands, I don't know what to do I even tried crying but I can't make my tears pour from my eyes, it's just stuck behind my eye. Scared, scared because if you see me cry again because I can't get you back, maybe, maybe you will think that I'm just acting my way and not really putting any feeling or thinking about what I did..

I know I'm wrong and I feel so stupid about it.. I love you so much and I will do everything for you and don't ever think that there was or there will be a time that I stopped or will stop loving you because each and every day since the day that I fell in love with you all I can think every day is you, it pains me to think a life where I will not be able to see your face, to talk to you, to hold you, to kiss you.

You make me feel different in many ways and the thing I hate the most is if I make you feel mad or disappointed, it makes me want to crush my hands by punching a wall just to make this stupid heartache and palm ache go away.

I'm sorry I can't be the man that you expected me to be sometimes, always. I'm sorry for not being manly enough to talk when you're mad and wait till you demand me to talk. Sorry for not understanding the words you said, I don't know why I'm like this, I feel like a shitty person with a shitty brain that makes people's words scramble and turn into a new sentence.

I'm sorry for not being able to say this verbally, I can't say good things like this verbally, I'm not really good with talking and I always stutter and do not think of what I should say and end up making you mad (I just don't think period).

I love you so much, sorry, can you forgive me and get your heart back, I can't promise that I will not make you cry again because it's me, I'm stupid, I do stupid things impulsively. But I do promise not to leave by your side, although if you told me to leave you, just remember that you can always call me anytime and I will come to you until you tell me to leave.

It's okay if you say no but can we still be friends..

I got up and got dressed and left. Hopefully she responds to this well , and hopefully I didn't do something that I will have to regret later. I already fucked up. It can't get worse

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Uhhhhh I lost my mind for a while like I couldn't think of anything to say but I'm back.

So yeah enjoy

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