Black Rose (sequel to nightmare flowers)slow updates

Red Flowers

Do you have to be what they say to truly be who you know you are

Danielle

I slammed my fist down into the night stand as I read her shitty ass note. Like really bitch, after everything I've done for you. This is what you do to me. It doesn't even seem like she knows that SHE cheated, not me. I can't believe she chose that stank wife of hers over me.

Then it occurred to me that I don't even know the bitch she's married to. Perhaps I should pay her a visit at her home. I got up showered, did all the hygiene stuff and got dressed leaving.

Aulani

Scared? Definitely. Anxious? Most definitely. "Babe there's something I need to- No sounds like trouble "babe can we tal- no that sounds like trouble too.

I sat on the bench in the park as I thought about how I was going to tell my wife that I cheated last night. I know what your thinking "why aren't you at home and why do you need to tell her." Well I couldn't go home, my heart literally hurts. I did something terrible. And Aubrey has been nothing but the most loving to me. I was unfaithful. Me. Unfaithful, never would I have thought it would be me. So rather she knows it or not I know, I'm guilty of something truly unforgivable.

Sometimes you have to let people go because they're toxic to you. Let them go because they take and take and leave you empty.

Danielle

As I walked up to the door I got a little nervous. What if this girl look better than me or what if she IS better for Lani that I am.

I knocked on the door and waited a little bit. My stomach turned as the door was opened.

"Hello can I he- she paused and frowned "Danielle?" She said with a puzzled look on her face.

"Aubrey.." I said sighing "what the hell are you doing here?" I asked

She folded her arms "me and my wife live here."

Oh hell

Sometimes you don't know how much something means to you until it's taken away.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Omniscient

Danielle left the house without another word. She was truly disappointed. Especially because she knew Aubrey, she was perfect for Aulani. And it killed her to say that.

She sat in her car and texted Aulani an paragraph

Dear bitch,

Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. One day you'll love me as I love you. One day you'll think of me as I think of you. One day you'll cry for me as I cry for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you. The fact that you moved so quick AND married sickens me. I can't believe you. I think I want to hate you but don't know if I can. Just like loving you hurts, it hurts to think about leaving. I wish you luck with you wife. I even went to meet her, but don't worry I didn't tell her about your infidelity, that's your job bitch. I wish I had the guts to walk away & forget about what we had, but I can't because I know you won't come after me & that's what hurts the most. But I guess it's whatever now.You wondered how you'd make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you're looking for, is the one thing you can't see. It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.

As she sent it she wiped the tears that had fallen down her face. She sat her phone down and drove home. She now just needed to focus on her plan

Aubrey was shocked. She never expected to see her again. Never in a million years, as she cooked dinner she heard her wife , Aulani, walk in the door.

She ran over to greet her and hug her.

Aulani

Aubrey came and kissed and hugged me.

"I hope your hungry because I made your favorite." She beamed

I gulped, were having enchiladas. I cleared my mind and focused on the task at hand.

"Um actually I wanted to tell you that last night was messed up and I'm sorry I I didn't come home and-

She cut me off "baybeh iss fine you here now ain't you?"

I looked up at her " Aubrey I cheated on you, with Danielle."

I saw here face and I knew hell froze over and she broke loose.

So I guess I'll go home, Into the arms of the girl that I love, The only love I haven't screwed up, She's so hard to please, But she's a forest fire

I do my best to meet her demands Play at romance, we slow dance in the living room, but all that a stranger would see

Is one girl

swaying alone

Stroking her cheek

I stumbled out of the house and to my car hearing Aubrey scream every insult imaginable. I deserved it. As I picked up my phone I read a text from Danielle

Dear bitch,

Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. One day you'll love me as I love you. One day you'll think of me as I think of you. One day you'll cry for me as I cry for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you. The fact that you moved so quick AND married sickens me. I can't believe you. I think I want to hate you but don't know if I can. Just like loving you hurts, it hurts to think about leaving. I wish you luck with you wife. I even went to meet her, but don't worry I didn't tell her about your infidelity, that's your job bitch. I wish I had the guts to walk away & forget about what we had, but I can't because I know you won't come after me & that's what hurts the most. But I guess it's whatever now.You wondered how you'd make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you're looking for, is the one thing you can't see. It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.

I threw my phone and sped off towards her house.

The truth is I am a toy that people enjoy

'Til all of the tricks don't work anymore

And then they are bored of me

I knocked on the door and walked in when she opened it up in nothing but her robe.

"Can I help you." She said with attitude

After staring her down I answered "what the fuck was that text"

She smirked her famous smirk "oh so you love me"

"Of course I love you" I responded

"No you don't , you remember everything you did, you tried to leave me!" She screamed

"That night! That night I should have died,and you should have died too! It wasn't my fault!" I yelled

"But you didn't wait for me." She mumbled

I pushed her into the wall and forcefully kissed her. "Baby you should know my love never fades"

And with that we went to her room.

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Depression with anxiety is how I'm living

Anyway enjoy , took all night for this and I'm lazy.

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