When I stopped crying in my truck I had to get home to Charlie to cook him dinner. Knowing that there isn't anyone out there that can hurt me (other than the voltouri) made me relax so much more...But the fact that having Edward not with me anymore is something that I can hardly stand, but I had to face reality and think what could have happened if he leaves me again. Now he can't hurt me anymore.
When I arrived home I walked in Charlie's house and went upstairs to my room. I just needed to think what would happen now that I have chosen my decision. Then it all hit me at once, the voltouri were going to come for me now, and since I wasn't going to be a vampire I would have the choice of dying or joining them. After what I had witnessed in Italy a couple of months ago I definitely don't want to go on their way of life. I can't be monster. But on the other hand I don't want to die.... I mean I could talk to Jake about it, but if the pack did help me I would be putting them all in danger. And the thought of Jane using her pain on everyone was going be a pain in the
a$$. And then it came to me I can just go to Alice and ask if she could change me. Although he wouldn't like the thought of me being one of them it wasn't his choice anymore it was all up to me. Well it looks like I'm going to see Alice.
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Sorry guys short chapter but the first few will be short but I promise I will make them longer.
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Jacob and Bella
Werewolfwhat would of happened if Bella chose Jacob the day she had to choose between Edward and Jacob? he would of never imprinted on anyone because renesme would of never been born.
