The longest ride

What do I do???

After Clary blacked out. I was panicking, I checked her pulse, it was very weak but it was still there. And just in time the ambulance showed up. They loaded her mom up first, and then the other one loaded up Clary. That was the one I wanted to be in. But I just told the paramedics that I would just follow them. 

We arrived at the hospital and they rushed Clary and her mom right into surgery. And of course they wouldn't let me go back so I had to wait. "Clary and Joanne Hawthorne." "That would be me." "Ah yes and who are you to them." "I'm a family-friend." "Well have a seat here Mr..." "Luke. Luke Harrison." "Please have a seat Mr. Harrison. I have some news." "H-how are they doing?" "Well Clary is fine, she had a big piece of glass lodged in her leg, that we had to emergency remove and due to the lack of blood she passed out. She is in recovery right now." "Can I go see her...Please?" "You can, but then there is Mrs. Hawthorne." Anxious and nervous to know. "W-what happened?" "She...Uhh...She didn't make it. Due to the impact of the accident she had blood force trauma to the head." Shocked and frustrated. "M-may I go see Clary, Doc?" "Yes she is right down the hall." I then walk into Clary's room and she is still asleep. Even though I just met her. Seeing her like this, breaks me. I never want to see anyone, especially her, like this. I sit down next to her bed, and sigh in frustration. "How am I going to tell her?" I thought to myself. I was lost in my thoughts when I heard some movement. I snap out of it and come to see that Clary is starting to wake up. She opens her eyes and finds them on me, and smiles brightly. Man are they beautiful, I could almost get lost in them. "L-Luke?" As if on instinct I grab her hand, making my smile grow. I just love how our hands fit so perfectly. I then look up at her, and see her looking down upon them smiling even brighter. I'm pretty sure I even saw a hint of pink on her cheeks. 

(Clary's POV)

My head is pounding like crazy right now. I don't remember much, I recall Luke calling 911, then coming over to talk to me. He asked me my name, then said it was a beautiful name for a beautiful lady. I passed out, now I'm sitting in the hospital holding hands with Luke. From this and the recall of him calling me beautiful. I must be blushing like crazy. "What are you thinking about that has gotten you so red?" "Just the recall of you calling me beautiful." And now im not the only one red. "Hey Luke..." "Yes, Clary?" "Do you know where my mom is?" He instantly goes pale and lays his face on our hands. I felt something wet on my hand, I realized that it is tears. I slowly raise his face back up towards me. All I see are tears rolling down his face. Seeing him like this brings me to tears. I may have just met this man, but I can see in those sad, hurt eyes. That he cares, this is a face I don't want to see. I miss that smile, I slowly caress his face and he kisses my hand. "Luke...What happened?" "I-I'm so, so, sorry Clary..." He tries to look back down but I don't let him. I don't know who this is killing more right now, me or him. "Shh-she didn't make it..." We are now both engulfed in tears. I scoot over on my bed patting the spot next to me. Luke comes and lays with me. He wraps his arms around me, and I just get that warm, safe feeling. Like I could stay like this, I look up at him placing my hand on his face. We both slowly ease in, then make contact. 

Oh...My...God...This kiss. This kiss right here, just completely obliterates me. There are fireworks and sparks everywhere. Butterfly's in my stomach, I mean I don't think I have ever felt like this before. We slowly pull apart from each other and just smile. I am then pulled back into realization. And I just lay into his chest and sob. With that reaction, he wraps himself around me tighter, as if he was my own human shield. 

(Knock Knock)

"Come in."

"Ah Ms. Hawthorne how are you feeling?"

"I'm in a little bit of pain, but its tolerable."

"Okay, well I have some news."

"If its about my mother,... I already know."

"Well if you are all set then I will get your prescription and discharge papers ready and I will be back in a few."

"O-Okay."

What am I going to do??? I have no where to go, nothing, no one. I thought to myself. I must have said that last part out loud because Luke kissed my hand. "You have me, I'm not leaving, Ill be here for you through every step."
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