Jealousy changes everything

No where else to go

I'm sitting in my living room reading my favorite book, 'The fault in our stars'. I really like the idea of falling in love and I really want to someday, maybe soon, maybe with Bradley. I feel bad that i'm falling for him but I feel like we have a real connection. 

Suddenly I hear a knock at my door. I get up to answer it and you wouldn't believe who it is, Nora. I can't believe she has the nerve to come back here after what went down today. She thinks she can threaten the principal and try to get me expelled and then come to my house for a fucking playdate or why ever the fuck she's here.

"Why are you here." I ask in a snotty voice.

She's crying, I feel bad but I don't want too.

"Look Morgan, I know you don't want to see me right now but..."

"Your right I don't, so leave." 

"My parents kicked me out!" She says as she starts to cry harder.

"I'm sorry." I say, my voice starts to go to in a sweet comforting voice, I don't really want it too, it just naturally.

"Please can I stay here."

I sigh, irritated. 

"Look I wouldn't be here unless I didn't have anywhere else to go, ok?"

"No, I'm sorry I just don't want you here, go to a homeless shelter or one of those whore houses for dumb bitches like you who don't know how to use a condom." I regret every word I say as I say it, I'm just so angry.

"you know what? FUCK YOU!" She says sticking her middle fingers up at me as she walks away.

"FUCK YOU!" I yell back. 

"FUCKING ASSWIPE, BOYFRIEND STEALING PRICK!" She yells.

"FUCKING STUPID, DICK SUCKIN, BITCHY KNOCKED UP WHITE TRASH WHORE! I yell back. 

We both start laughing as we yell this.

"HEY YOU CAN COME INSIDE IF YOU WANT!" I yell from across the street.

She smiles and comes inside, it feels like it used to be. Just a couple weeks ago we were friends, our life's were perfect, well almost perfect and even if life sucked, we had each other. Now we don't, sure were hanging out but its not the same, it will never be the same.