I'm sitting in the kitchen, well Morgan's kitchen with a bottle of pills. I know I shouldn't but I want to, I have nothing going for me. I'm basically homeless, my parents hate me, I have no friends, my grades are shit and I'm fucking pregnant. I'm debating if I should do it now or wait until after the baby is born, but I can't, I can't wait another 6 months to die I just can't. Ever since my parents kicked me out all I've been doing is crying. All I'm thinking about is death, it would be so nice to just start over, get a new life or just go heaven and be happy for once.
Morgan comes in, I quickly hide the pills under my shirt and wipe my tears away.
"Hey." She says.
"Hi." I say back.
"Are you okay? Were you just crying?" She asks in a concerned
"I'm fine, just hormones from the pregnancy." I say, sadly.
"Oh, that sucks, I think I'm going to go for a run will you be okay here by yourself?" She says.
"Yeah, obviously I'm pregnant not retarded!" I snap.
"Damn your in a mood." She snaps back.
"Sorry hormones."
"It's cool, I'll be back in like an hour okay?"
"Okay bye."
"Bye!" She says walking out the door.
I go to the sink and fill up a big glass of water. I take the pills in my hand and into my mouth rinsing it down with water. I begin to cry, I can't believe what I just did, hoe could I be so selfish? I'm not just killing myself but the baby too. Why would I do that I hate myself. I call Morgan, she doesn't pick up. I don't want to call 911 because I don't want them to put me in a mental hospital, but I have no other choice, I have to do this for my child.
Dispatcher: 911 what's your emergency?
Nora: I....my baby.....AHH!
Dispatcher: M'am I need you to calm down, I can't understand you.
Nora: I'm pregnant and I took pills, a whole bottle of pills.
Dispatcher: Okay, we will send someone over right away, what's your address?
Nora: 8067 N.Sheerman street
Dispatcher: Okay we will be sending someone on the way shortly.
Right after the call I feel this intense pain in my side, suddenly everything becomes loose and feels like a dream, then everything goes black and I can't feel anything anymore. I don't know if I'm dead or not, I just hope the baby's okay.
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Jealousy changes everything
Novela JuvenilMorgan and Nora have been best friends since 2nd grade and are super close. This all changes when Nora thinks Morgan and her crush are more than just friends.
