So one year passed. Im now 17. I still live in the same place. Being here at this home without Dewayne, issac AND tierra is difficult. I had to go and get a job because my grandpa died last summer from a brain aneurysm. Sad. If you dont know what it is, your brain "explodes". Im pretty happy with my job. Working in the mall at one if my favorite stores. Being a manager at sephora is the best job i could have right now. I love this job. Its a hate free zone and all are welcome. And they love having a "gayager" its this slang word they made up for gay manager. Honestly, i dont see how i got this position at 17. I am loving this life. So i kept some things of dewyne and issac. I only kept 2 things from tierra. Her iphone with her last picture in there and her most prized possession. She was gonna give it to me once she got a new one. Her 2017 lexus. I keep it SOOO clean. I have a picture of me and her posing, a picture of me and issac kissing, and a picture of me and Dewayne in my hometown on the beach. I keep them all under the windshield. I miss all 3 of them. I got a new man. His name is carlos. I met him at graduation. I never really talked to anyone after issac died. I kept to myself. But when he found out issac died, he made me happy. Then he told me he was scared to come out to his parents. I helped him. And let me tell you, they was happy as a muthafucka! Like, they was all happy-go-lucky and shit! So they had me smiling. Then he asked me out.
Carlos POV
So im pretty sure you dont know me. Im Carlos Ramirez. Im 17 años! We met 8 months ago. I graduated with my baby. Thats the day we met. June 4. We kinda do everything together. Well, since i moved in. Well thats all yall need to know right now! Adios ma nigga!
Ryan POV
"Babe, who is this and why are you kissing him?" Carlos said kinda salty. "My boyfriend" i said. "Ex ..u with me now so im throwing this away" he said mad. "NO BABE" i said snatching the photo. "DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM?" He said yelling at me. I started crying. "No, i dont call him my ex because he died while we were dating. Him and my brother, hes the photo next to him, were caught in a crossfire drive by and while my brother tried to drive off, he crashed. They both died on the spot. Then i got a call saying they died. Then 3 hours later, my bestfriend tierra committed suicide. She was found hanging in her room. I fell into depression. Me and issac were all in love" i said with tears falling from my face. " ouh, i...im so sorry" he said feeling bad. "Its ok" i said dabbing the napkin on my face trying not to ruin my makeup. I had to redo my foundation because it got all runny. Well. See yall later
