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So, Upon taking the time to work on stuff story stuff, I got a notification about a hashtag going around on my high schools page. I was confused at first, but i discovered the harsh truth. A very close friend who had helped me through my depression, lost the battle 2 days ago. She had issues with her parents, she was sheltered to a dangerous point. She only went out to school and to one dance when we went to school together. She never had a smart phone, I remember her little flip phone and how she would laugh whenever she would take it out. She always smiled, laughed and was happy. If only I had known it was a mask. Damn, this one is hitting me hard. These past few years have not been easy. I am Christian. My life is not easy. It's hard to live in today's world and be Christian. She would help me stay strong through the hard times. I miss you Rachel. I hope you are well. I type this with teary eyes and a hoarse voice from crying.

You made so many people happy. I am sorry that I never figured out that your parents were so mean that there were things going on at home. I'm sorry I never saw the pain behind your eyes. I am sorry.

You were wonderful you never gave up. What happened that made you do this? Why did you give up?

She committed suicide. it is very hard for me to accept it, she was a kind person and I am mad at myself. I'll admit it. I was thinking about her everyday for the past week, and I never thought to send her a text and check up on her, make sure she was okay and that she was doing well.

My life sucks, but I'll pick myself up and move on. She was important to me, but I cannot dwell in the past. I am working on some chapters. I just need more time.

My lovely readers, Please. Never hurt yourselves please never do anything severe. Be safe. Look towards people who can help you. Never give up. Please be safe.

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