antagonist | p.jy

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i want to clear/explain some things so:

+the format - as you can tell there are two distinct the sides (the middle is just speech and actions really). basically, although you may not have noticed it played a huge part in this storyline. the left is the 'good' side and the right is the 'bad' side. the main character or 'i' was on the left for a brief moment when she thought she was finally moving away from the reputation built for her but was soon quickly made out to be th antagonist.

+throughout the whole story, there was no mention of a name for our main character. this was purposeful, because when rumours spread or people here about other people through rumours, they often don't even know the name. so i did this because all though they know the supposed things she has done, they don't even know her name and don't know her truly.

+again, what the main character had done was never mentioned, this is more or less similar to the reason above. nobody ever let her explain hence why we never know, the truth has been so twisted and manipulated by others it's almost impossible to figure out what's the truth and what isn't.

+at one point there was a scene where she was holding a rock. this was her about to kill someone, to drop/throw it directly down at someone below, and was doing so due to her heightened emotions and incapability to achieve things through legal ways. however, she realised that this was wrong and felt disgusted by herself. i wrote this in because i didn't want it to seem like she was just a girl who was framed, because she does have a bad side (like when she talked about how she hurts others and cant control her mouth) because everybody does.

+so finally, i wrote this because i didn't want to write about the protagonist like in every story. orginally, i was going to write a fic about jinyoung meeting a sweet girl after his ex 'cheating' on him but i thought, how would the ex feel in this situation? what is her backstory? and so i wrote this, as i feel often people don't even give a second thought about the 'bad guy' and how they might have something that troubled them. because although crime is wrong and things cant be solved through this way, a lot of bad acts are due to the upbringing and lifestyle of the person.

anyways thank you for reading!! i really enjoyed writing this tbh and i actually want to write this again as another fic but also as longer chapters? ily all and i hope you enjoyed it~