The Lucy That I Know- Nalu FanFic

Chapter 6: What Did Natsu Do?

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The same day when FairyTail celebrates Lucy's return....

Lucy HeartFilia

Everybody was still celebrating my return while I was in a vacant table watching them laugh,cry,fight. Heh Just like old times. I also told them how FairyTail was like when I was away. They told me that the atmosphere was gloomy like there was so sunshine shining through the guild. Only sadness around them. Sometimes they would just go to the guild and just sit on a table without doing anything but look sad all the time. They told me that Cana's and Gray's weird addiction had even stopped. Good thing they're back now because it doesn't feels right when I don't see they're addictions taking over themselves.

But the thing that hitted me the most when they we're telling me. Was that why I haven't say goodbye to everybody. Like really. That hitted me so hard that I didn't know what to say. The reason why I haven't said goodbye was so that they wouldn't see me crying and hurt when I will leave just because of this thing inside me. But instead it wasn't me crying and hurt. It was them. The whole time I was silent when they were waiting for an answer but the only thing I did was to say sorry. I said sorry then I cried my guilt out. I thought that they were gonna be mad at me because I didn't say the answer. Instead they comforted me and changed the subject. Of course they would do that rather than getting mad at me.... After all were family.

They continued to tell me how was Fairytail like when I was gone until they were done. I was so glad when they told me that I brought back the light and happiness to the guild. Like I was a lifesaver to them. While I was still sitting in the table. I noticed that Natsu still ain't here yet. I also noticed that when they were telling me about how the guild members were affected while I was away. They haven't told me about Natsu.

"Hey Lucy what's wrong? Are you gonna join in the fun?" Wendy approached me and sat down beside me with a worried face.

"Oh umm I was just thinking"

"Thinking bout what?" Wendy asked. I cannot tell her that I was thinking bout Natsu!! She might think that I like him or something. But I can't lie to her. She's my bestfriend. Wendy lift an eyebrow still curious. I sighed as I speak in defeat.

" I was thinking bout Natsu....Why he isn't here."

"Its because all night he was carrying you without happy with him. Bridal style. He was so tired when he got here but gently walk to the infirmary and layed you on the bed. The next thing we know. He passed out right beside you while holding your hand. Gray took him home to rest for today. Happy is also resting too. Sorry that we haven't told you earlier because it would upset you." Wendy answered while bowing her said to say sorry

"N-No it's ok. At least I'm here with the guild. I always be happy. And why did you bother to tell me that Natsu was carrying me bridal style?" I blushed alittle bit when I asked her that.

" To make it more romantic."

"Wh-Wha!!! NONO ITS NOT LIKE I LIKE HIM! WE'RE JUST FRIENDS AND ALL!!" This time I blushed more reddish when Wendy told me that.

" I didn't ask you to tell me if you like Natsu."

" O-oh ok. Moving on"

After my outbreak the two of us were silently sitting beside each other without even asking anything anymore. I can't help but see the fact if I still like Natsu. Nevermind that! Change to another subject!!! Wait. I still didn't know why they didn't told me about Natsu!!

"Natsu was lonely."Wendy said.
Did she just read into my mind!? Dang this girl is a mastermind. She ignored my suprised face and continued.

"When you left Natsu was sad and lonely all the time. He paid your rent every single month so that he would go to your room and always smell your aroma that is still attach to that room. You see Lucy... Natsu cried for you every single day. Thats how much he cares for you. He always hope that you would come back to him sooner. After a while Natsu wasn't him self anymore. He didn't cheered up our guild anymore. All he do was wait."

Wendy teared up when she was explaining. Which left me sitting quietly and guilty.

"Natsu.... Im so sorry that I left. I-I didn't know that you would act this way." I said to myself crying.

" It's ok Lucy. Natsu understands why you left. And why you need to leave soon. He just couldn't handle himself not searching for you sooner than a year."

Wendy patted at my back as she went with the others.

Guilty.... How could I?
I hate myself.
Natsu..... I hope you can forgive me.

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After a while. Master Makarov went in the guild hall.

Everyone stopped partying when Master come into the guild hall. He glared at me while I was sitting there in fear.

"Lucy. You've come back. We need to talk."

"Yes Master."

I followed Master to his office as everyone looked at us in confuse.

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I'm very sorry that I haven't updated it last week. I was in vacation so we went to a place where I can't work on this. And..... I was busy.

My Other Side: YEAH RIGHT YOU WERE JUST WATCHING YURI ON ICE WHILE I WAS JUST HERE SEEING THAT YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR FRICKIN STORY.

.......Yeh.

Sorry.
I love you
Again.
I'll update next week for sure.
I'll make it up to all of you!!!
I LUV YOU!
GUDBAI

-GinGin

Beautiful.

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