I get heart broken but...I still love him Laurance x reader {complete}{editing}

Where is she going

Laurance pov
It's been a week since the kiss. (Y/n) is avoiding me and Katelyn and sometimes run off to woods and come back at midnight. We let Aphmau go and left she never came back she only said that she will never miss with us again. But I wonder why (y/n) go to the woods
(Y/n) pov
It's been a week I have been avoiding Laurance and Katelyn after the kiss I've been hanging out with Ein but sometimes he very playful and nice which calm me down I don't care about Laurance any more I starting developing feelings for Ein but that make me sad if all of the sudden he has a lover but I will tell today if rejected I will be happy for if he has a lover but it will hurt. I look around nobody was following me good. I ran to the forest fastest that how Ein show how to run fast so nobody can see. "Hey Ein I need to talk to you" I said " yes (y/n)" he said " I -I love y-you"I said stuttering " I love too" he said with smile. I kissed home and kiss back we separated and sit there together until I have to leave and I kiss him on the cheek and left and go to room to sleep and I dream about my Ein
Morning
I woke up and put on a dress with (f/c) rose patterns and put on a (f/c) flower crown. I went down stair and saw Laurance a the table I said " I'm not hungry but I going outside "" oh where oh wait a the woods of course" Laurance said it sarcastically "  AT LEAST I LOVE SOMEONE THEN YOU AND HE LIKE ME BACK AND WE ARE DATING YOU- YOU PREMATURE SHADOW KNIGHT " I yelled and look at me blankly and I slammed the door and ran to woods crying and someone stopped me and I saw it was Ein" (y/n) why are you crying did someone hurt you" Ein said " it's Laurance but he doesn't care about me I give my love to him and he just think it funny to play with my heart but you won't would you" I asked" of course not hey I got idea since we keep on going to the woods why we show that Laurance guy how not mess with (y/n) ok" he said " ok  do it" I said with a smile we get out of the woods and I show him where is my home and then was stop by Laurance and he look at me and Ein we weren't holding hands at all but of the sudden Laurance grabbed my head and kiss me I tried to pull away but he is to strong I started to cry and let go of me and I went to hug Ein and then Laurance grabbed my shoulder and pull me  away from ein and Laurance is in his shadow knight form" EIN NOOO" I yelled "all away remember me (y/n)" and Laurance finish him off and I fell to the ground looking down and crying and Laurance came to me and about to put his hand on my shoulder but I slapped it. " I HATE YOU IHATE YOU TO THE NETHER I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I DONT LOVE YOU NO MORE GO WITH KATELYN YOU LOOK REALLY HAPPY WITH HER" and I ran crying and look everything in the house and put a barrier around not letting a shadow knight in here and started crying I summon a fairy and give message to Nicole and the fairy went o Nicole I looked under my bed and I grabbed a dagger and aimed it to my chest and put right straight to it I don't want to live anymore I ended my life here