I get heart broken but...I still love him Laurance x reader {complete}{editing}

"Talked to him y/n"

There are some swearing in this chapter you been warned and I'm not the type of person who says cursed word ok bye

Y/n pov
It been a week that me and Darrian are dating but sometimes I think he is not interested why because he keep on flirting with other girls even "his" girlfriend. But I losing interest on him to. All my thoughts going though my heads is all about Laurance but I keep trying to moving on but it's hard for me too. Sometimes Aphmau tells me go talk to Laurance because he starting to cut himself and stuck in his room with out touching food but I'm going to talk to him today. I went to his house and knocked on the door and Laurance opened it and he look at me with sad eyes I looked at him been no eating and hasn't been sleeping either why is he doing to himself so he won't let me so I force my self in and I succeed and I look around and it look clean but some dust everywhere and he look at me " sit Laurance with me " I said and he nodded I grab his arm and saw cuts I look at him and he looked away " I promised you I'm not going to cut myself and now you are going to promise me to cut ok" I said and I put pinky and he wrapped his pinky around my and let go and I hugged him and he started to tear up and let go of me and wipe the tears away"Laurance why is your girlfriend is not here for you" I asked " because she is dating DARRIAN " he said I looked at him " it's ok I'm not even interested on him anymore " " your not then why are you doing here " Laurance said and I put my hands on his cheek " you are my idiot Casanova " I said " then you are my princess m'lady" he said it and I blush red and he laughs " Laurance do you want to go to the cafe " I said " sure first I need to change " he said he got up and change he came out and we went and our hands interlock and Laurance and I blushed lightly pink and we got in to the cafe kawaii~chan screamed " MY SHIP IS BACK TOGETHER AGAIN YAY" dang that girl need to stop screaming and then I see Darrian and purple hair meifaw look at us and they look surprised but I don't oh wait I need to tell ginger about her brother I sit down the other side of the cafe and Laurance sit to I got out my phone and Darrian was texting me

Y+y/n and D+Darrian
D- get out of the cafe and go to the house and don't let the fucking Laurance there ok
Y-no I'm have a talked to Laurance here because he need to be comforted
D- I don't fucking car about Laurance
Y-my final answer is no and you i don't love you Darrian were done
D-you little bitch come here and I will go easy on you
Y- lay a finger on me and I'm telling ginger
D-ha that bitch can't defend herself go tell her see what I care
Y- bye

" Laurance let's get out of here it is a bad idea to come here in the first place " i said a little mad and my eyes are little bit of turning black" calm down breath in and out ok " and I follow Laurance instructions and my eyes turn e/c. I got up and so as Laurance and leave a tip for kawaii chan and we left I went Laurance home and I sit down on the couch as I sit down I started crying and Laurance look at me " hey calm down " " I-I can't I'm a big d-d-disappointment I shouldn't live anymore and your life will be fine and happy " I said " it won't be fine and happy I-I need you I-I love you and i can't l-li-live without you" he started crying and I kissed him and he kissed back. I love my idiot and he love me back then I heard the door opened and I saw

DARRIAN

he grabbed me and throw me to the wall and the girl came grabbed me and tie me up and Darrian tied Laurance up and he got his sword out and and about to killed him but I stopped that by turning to my darkness angle and I have a sword bigger than his and the purple girl was scared and leave Darrian behind and Laurance turn to his shadow knight form and Darrian was scared and left and I became tried but fight it and turn back to myself and so is Laurance and I didn't realize that I flew up and then I was falling and then Laurance caught me and I look at him and then I'm becoming sleepy " don't fall asleep I can't take two weeks to wait but I'm do it for you and he started running to Aphmau and bust the door down "MY DOOR" Aphmau yelled and she looked at me and Garroth let her go and took me Down where is zoey is I lay down on the bed and I got up run to Laurance and kissed him to remind I love him and walked to my bed before I'm going to my bed I felled on the floor and fall asleep

4 hours later
I woke up and it 4:00 am in the morning and I saw Laurance looking at the window "hey" i said and he ran to me and i grabbed his head and I kissed him and I feel sparks around us and then I pull away and I got back in the bed and Laurance lay next to me and that make me blush 50 shades of red and he blushes to and I snuggled with him he strokes my hair and I feels asleep

I saw flashes in front of me