Somewhere We Went Wrong…
It was 10:30 P.M. and I wouldn’t go to sleep. I decided to go take a walk to try to clear my mind. Yea I know its 10:30 at night so what. Grabbing my magenta hoodie and my black Uggs I quickly slip it on and walked out the door.
The night sky was clear and the stars we’re out shining as bright as ever. I began my path down the block. It reminded me the good old times when he would randomly call me up in the middle of the night and tell me to look out my window. And every time I looked out he was standing there smiling up at me.
It was the little things that I loved out him. The way he laughed, his smile, how he always knew how to make me feel better when I was upset. Even the stupid things like how he loved going to the Disney store for hours and never get tired. I smiled as all the memories came back to me.
But I guess somewhere down our path together that things changed. HE changed.
It was about a year ago when he made the decision to leave both me and his group. One Call was one of the most amazing group of talented guys ever. And no I’m not saying that because he was in it. I’m saying it cause it’s true.
AG and I were dating before he started One Call. Our relationship was perfect and so was he. But One day it all came tumbling down.
AG made an announcement that changed both the group and his including my life forever. He decided to quit the music industry and do his own thing. He wanted to start his own company, Which he did, called 47 footware, I was proud of him that he wanted to do his own thing. But I guess that wasn’t enough for him anymore. I wasn’t enough for him anymore.
Ag broke up with me and I thought for sure that my life would never be the same. I couldn’t understand why he didn’t want to be with me. And until this day I still don’t understand.
I guess he wasn’t in love with me like how I was with him. I guess somewhere we went wrong and I sill can’t figure it out. But that doesn’t matter anymore. AG and I were the past and that’s all we’ll ever be.
So when I went back to my parents house I couldn’t believe who I saw sitting on the front steps. At first I thought my mind was playing tricks with me. I thought it was just because I was tired and I was just hallucinating.
But I wasn’t.
It was really him.
The one that I’ve never stopped loving.
The one who will always be in my heart.
AG…
