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Chapter Sixteen - Niall

It feels like I can see the sands on the horizon everytime you are not around, I'm slowly drifting away - Mr. Probz

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February.

It's one of a good month in the year. Specially this one where I got to come here to Thailand to get some relaxation for once.

My friends actually have been talking about a backpack to South-East Asia for quite a long while, and to my luck, I've been blessed with a break from everything and I finally was able to go with them.

It has been peaceful lately.. No media, no crowds, no cameras. Just the beach, my friends and some drinks.

It's not like I hate the fans or something, but sometimes a man needs a break from everything and not something in particular.

"Man! You comin?" Josh called from outside the door of the house we rent.

I barely even stay here, only for bed. I've been out on the shore nearly all day. The boys and I would go to beach clubs and drink all night.

It's always good to be in some place where no one knows you so you can act freely. Talk or laugh or dance with whoever you like without some dipshitty  rumors.

"Yep wait for me!" I quickly put on sone pattern shirt on my white shorts and headed out to catch the boys.

We started walking down the shore together till we reached a new club Adam has found about yesterday.

The clubs are sweet! The decorations itself gives you life and the feeling of freedom. Beach clubs have always been my favourite by how open they were and the loud music mixed with the beach waves. Spectacular.

Ever place we went in South Asia has been incredible. Can never be compared to each other.

Our first trip to Bali has struck us out so much with how beautiful it looked. And these beach houses. Damn peacefully perfect.

As I started to drink the first shot of the day, I immediately felt the electricity creeping in my veins and I knew I'm ready to join the crazy dancers on the dance floor.

I literally just dance with anyone I come across. The place is full of people all wanting clear minds and all they want to to go reckless and forget all about what hurts. The only thing that moves us is the music beats.

And on the spur of the moment, I was reminded about Sally and I together, dancing, singing and laughing.

That night, no matter how typical it might seem, was so good to be true. She felt comfortable spending time with despite her a-little-bit-of-a-messy life.

Still in my small thinking session, I walked away from the dance floor, away from the sweaty bodies stuck together, to head to the beach with a bottle of half-filled beer in my hand.

"Niall! Where you goin?" I heard Josh asking through the music, but I guess I was too drunk to turn around and reply, so I kept going after my destination.

When I reached to the water, yet not too close, I throw my body in the sand and spread out sensing the grittiness through my clothes.

That little break is about the end too soon which made me upset yet thankful. But this beautiful month is almost coming to an end, and I'll be going back to signing to some modest! papers for golf, as well as the Golf Masters and Soccer Aid.

It's pretty dark out here, and a bit chilly as well, nevertheless, I hummed, feeling the sense of being free, no tension and so anxiety.

I arched my back up a bit, so I can take out my phone. Going through it, I opened the Notes icon to some specific folder.

If the whole world was watchin I'd still dance with you
Drive highways and byways to be there with you
Over and over the only truth

I read the words before I started typing,

Everything is all about you

"No," I said as I pressed hard on the backspace deleting what I typed, then I retyped,

Everything comes back to you

Nearly satisfied with what I wrote, I continued,

It has always been you

I reread the lines over again, adding the new two lines I just typed, but I disliked the last line.

"Shit," I locked my phone and through it beside me.

I never even liked writing on the phone from the beginning.

"Oohh," I groaned whilst putting my hands behind my head.

It's getting too late but the beautiful breeze is taking me out of this world.

"Erm.. hi?" I heard someone speak.

I lifted my head searching for the source of the sound. I was just too drunk to recognise who is it but I found out that it was a pretty little lady standing.

Her features were dark due to the the few blinding lights coming from the pub ahead.

"hey," I said before sitting up, feeling a bit dizzy from the beer that I haven't even finished.

"Sorry for bothering," she said before taking two steps closer to where I was laying. I let out a quick 'it's okay' before she asked, "Can I sit with you?"

I nodded. I was waiting for her to actually tell me what she was here for or is there something she needs from me.

I glanced at her to find her looking ahead to the sea. Her hair was obviously some kind of dirty blonde, imitating mine.

She suddenly turned her face to look at me, so I had to look the other side. Damn that's embarrassing, I thought.

"Why are you leaving your friends and sitting here by yourself?"

I raises an eyebrow to myself, why is she asking? "How did you know?"

A chuckle came out of her mouth, "I am with my friends as well, they met your two goofy friends and decided to stay,"

And then apparently it's Adam who told that girl to sit with me, "Yeah, yeah."

I didn't say a word afterwards but the girl still talked about some stuff I had nothing to do with, but ended up asking again why I was here.

"I'm a bit claustrophobic, if that matters to you," I snapped not bothering to look at her.

Why does Adam has to do this to me? He has to understand that I'm fine like that. I don't have to have a 'chick' around all the freakin time!

The girl seemed offered and I honestly felt bad as heck; she seems lonely.

I tried my best to listen to her and respond to whatever she's saying, maybe answering some of the questions she's asking.

But her voice is annoying and she's so boring.

Hell, when did I become so mean like that?

Sally, where are ya my pretty friend?

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