Tormented Childhood

First day of school

For me, school was quite enjoyable, but only for a certain period of time when I began to struggle in studies. The first year of school was the best, no one knew each other, except the ones who went to kindergarten together. I could've made friends and I did, again for a certain period of time until they decided to dislike me. Sure I ended up becoming a bit mean and hated, I don't blame them, but then again it wasn't easy for me with no mother and a father who didn't care about my mental state at all.

I liked first grade though, we didn't do anything hard, we just learned the words in alphabetical order, learned to write and studied the timetable. It was fun. I made some friends, but that didn't last very long until after few years later in school. I can't remember the exact reason for it, if there even was a reasonable reason for it.

Being 7 years old wasn't easy. Kids are raised differently and for someone like me it was quite hard to maintain any friends especially when you wrre going to be the most hated kid in your neighborhood. I remember being awfully generous and buying some sweets for my new friends. Basically I tried to make them stay as my friend by buying stuff. I had no one to teach me about things like that, so I tried to do something. It was pathetic.

Shool days were normal as always, you study, learn and do homework. At first we had only 4 hours of lessons a day, but the older you got the bigger the learning capacity gets. From 4 hours to 8 hours of school.

There's not much to say about school other than I began having facial problems a year after in school. I had a complicated facial skin, it was always dry and flakey, especially on the forehead. It was embarrassing. What was worse I had eczema around my mouth, it was disgusting. If I have had known about mouth masks I would've bought one for myself so people wouldn't have seen how terrible I looked. It was cureable, but it took years for me to finally get rid of it with a moisturizer for it. I believe it was gone 2 years before the end of school.

During those years of school a lot of things happened that no parent couldn't imagine straight away. Some things were nice, but as usually nice things get ruined fast. Some were really good times.