Inner Thoughts

The Note

Dear whoever reads this first,

This was no one total fault. It has blame to share and this includes me. I made this decision. Now, can I ask one thing? Do not tell lies about me. Don't let people say that I was amazing and had so much to live for. I just want people who really knew me to say things about me.

I don't care what you do to my body. Burn it, bury it, do whatever. It's not like I'll be coming back to claim it.

There's not much I want to say to everyone. Tell my counselor that she was great and this is not her fault. To my dad and his girlfriend, I hope that they stop fighting now that I'm gone. To my loving, caring brother, I love you so much, this was for the best. To anyone at school, yes this is partly your fault, you always had to be so mean.

Everything had been happening over time, so there was plenty of times you could have said something, made me feel that someone cares. But no one took the time to take a look a what was really happening in my life.

My music really helped when I needed it. Thank you to the band that not everyone can really appreciate. Simple Plan, My Chemical Romance, All-American Rejects, and Panic! At The Disco. They had really helped me through tough times, so I thank you.

I think the decision is for the best. I just give up on life and want nothing with it anymore. People can say what they want but only I will know the truth. I hope this means something to you and you change. Well, really, I don't what you do now, just take care of my little bro and everything will be okay.

Thank you and I really did love some parts of life.

I could have been a better everything also.

I'm really sorry for what I did to everyone.

Tristan

I hope this is good. I had to put some thought into this chapter. I hope it was a bit like a real note. Once again, suicide is not the answer. Please contact someone if you are having those thoughts. Thank you for reading my story.

This will be one more chapter after this.

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