Sneaking Around Isn't Always Fair

Chapter 5 *****

Chapter 5 *****

        I wake up to Bernard hands wrapped around me. I laid there for awhile just thinking about what happened last night. Just asking myself questions. Questions like why did I do it? Or Am I considered his hoe now? I was confused. I looked at the time to see it was 2 pm the next day.

     I get up quickly because I was supposed to be home. Langston didn’t even come get me. I go downstairs to a messed up kitchen and living room. I finally spot Langston. I wonder why she still here. Did she fuck someone too? 

   When we were about to leave Bernard comes down the stairs happy. He comes up to me and kisses and hugs me like we’re together. I just smiled then left out the door. I told Langston I didn’t want to go home yet so we head to her house.

     As soon as we got there I went up stairs to take a hot long shower. I was in there for about at least an hour. When I get out I go lay on her bed. I am hella tired right now.

I wake up to my phone blowing up.

I had 10 missed calls from Bill

3 missed calls from Markko. I wonder what he wants.

Then I go to my text. 5 missed texts from Bill saying.

“Where you at?”

“What did you do at his house?”

“Why are you not texting me back?”

“Answer Me!!!”

“Forget it! I am done!”

 When I get up from the bed I see Langston isn’t there but she left a note that says.

“Going over Bob’s house. When you wake up ask my mom can she drop you off.”

I go downstairs and ask her mom. She is ready to go. We finally get to Bobs house. I get out and say bye and ring the door bell.

 Bob comes to the door.

He greets me and I greet back. I walk in the house to see Langston watching television. I go sit next to her and then Bill comes in looking real mad at me. He says “we need to talk”. So I get up and we go upstairs to his room.

I say, “What’s up?”

“Where have you been?”  He says.

“I was at Langston house sleep.” I said getting scared he knew I fucked Bernard yesterday.

“You’re lying. Langston already told me y’all stayed at Bernards.”

“So.” I said knowing he getting mad.

“Did you fuck him?” Bill asked in a calm tone. I was too scared to answer him. So it was silent for a minute before he yelled at me.

“ANSWER ME! DID YOU FUCK BERNARD?!”  He yelled.

“Yes, I fucked him.” I said not knowing why I feel so guilty now.

Bill looked real hurt. He just looked at me surprised. Then next thing I know he kissed me. At first I didn’t kiss back but eventually I gave in. The kiss was so passionate I didn’t want it to end. Then he pulled back and sat on his bed. I went and sat on his lap. I looked at him with a pout on my face asking if he was mad. He didn’t answer so I started kissing him again.

After a while I started straddling him as I can feel him getting hard down there.

I unbuckled his pants and I put the condom on him. He is huge he is actually bigger than Bernard.

He pulls my panties to the side and I sit on him making sure all of him is in me. Then start riding him. It feels so good. He picks up the paste and I am loving it all the way.

I start screaming and moaning forgetting that Langston and Bob are downstairs.

Bill tries to stop my moans but kissing me but I couldn’t help it. He fucking me well. After about 30 minutes we both reached our high. I stayed with him in me for about 5 minutes just laying there catching my breath.

  I finally get up and fix my hair and me and Bill goes downstairs. I am kind of embarrassed though.

As soon as we get downstairs Langston and Bob are staring at us.

I say “What!”

“Bitch we will touch on this subject later.” Langston says.

“Whatever” I say rolling my eyes.

“What time you leaving because I’m about ready to go?” She says getting up.

“We can leave now actually.” I said getting my stuff ready.

Langston gets up and say bye to everyone. I do the same. Then we walk out the house and get in her car.

She tries to bring up the subject but I just tell her to stay at my house for the night and I will tell her.

    We get to my house and we go straight upstairs. I tell her I’m about to go hop in the shower. I grabbed y towel and go to the shower.

When I finally get out I put on my pajamas and go get in my bed. Langston was on the phone arguing with Markko as usual.

Finally she gets off the phone like 2 hours later. She went straight to me fucking and gave me a lecture on my past.

(The Lecture)

“Nadia you just freaking fucked two dudes in less than freaking 48 hours. You can’t do that shit. You know what happened in the past. Why would you start back up again? I thought you stop after the last time. You can’t through this again. I won’t let you. I hope you were being safe too. Did you use condoms? Or nah?” Langston said looking concerned

“Yes I did lang. You don’t have to treat like a child. I know what I did. It won’t happen again. Oh and stop bringing up my freaking past” I said mad that she brought it up.

My past is something I don’t want to bring up. When I was 14 I had my first abortion. I slept with 2 dudes that year. That was my freshman year of high school. At the end of my freshman year I had got my second abortion. After that I knew I was going down the wrong path. I had to stop sleeping with people. 16 with 2 abortions already I couldn’t do. So I made a promise to myself that I wouldn’t sleep with anyone unless I knew they were right for me.

Snapping me out of my thoughts Langston gets up and hug me. I tell her to turn off the light. I was kind of tired.

Through the night I was silently crying because I knew what I was getting myself in. I don’t want to go down that same path I just couldn’t. I hate the fact that I already killed to babies.

I think until I finally fall asleep.

**4 weeks later **

For the last four weeks. I’ve been staying to myself lately. I don’t go over Bob’s house anymore. I am avoiding Bill and Bernard. The only person I have been talking to is Langston. She understands why I have been doing that.

It’s the last day of school. Even though I have been staying low-key I still have to stand out.

I get up and does all my morning stuff. Shower, brushing teeth, hair, blah.

I decided to wear my pink Madame shirt, black leggings and my black toms. Also my I phone case is matching.

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Questions:

1.)What do y’all think about Nadia and Bill?

2.)What do y’all think about Nadia’s past?

3.)How do you guys feel about Nadia ignoring Bill and Bernard after them having sex?

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