Sneaking Around Isn't Always Fair

Chapter 4****

Chapter 4****

·       Explicit: WARNING!

We get to Bob’s house and we chilling and smoking. Yes we smoke! Bill and Bobs parents don’t care. So we in the leaving room talking and shit. High as hell smoked 10 motherfucking blunts. Bill gets kind of horny when he gets high unfortunately. So he touches all on me and shit.  I am not gone lie it is turning me on. But I am under the influence right now so hell no I am not about to fuck him.

“Get off of me Bill DAMN!” I yell getting mad. Even though I am a very chilled person when I am high. He is just killing my high!

Bill starts trying to finger me and whisper in my ear “you know you want me to” I

I move his hand and scoot towards Bob. He is halfway asleep and Langston in the kitchen eating all the food.

“Aye! Lang brings me some food in here.” I yelled to the kitchen.

She yells back. “Bitch you better get your ass in here and make your own damn food shit motherfuckers got me fucked up thinking I’m about to give their ass some food.”

Langston kind of talks a little too much shit when she high but I’m use to it. I get up and go to the kitchen where Langston is. I looked in the freezer part and I see Pizza Rolls I heat them up in the microwave.

Soon as my food get done I put hot sauce and ranch all over them then go back to living room to eat and watch TV.

“Why the fucks are you eating my fucking pizza rolls” Bill says getting mad.

“I was hungry” I said.

“You just don’t come in someone’s house and eat their shit.” He said getting up.

“I said I was fucking sorry so shut up with it” I said getting mad.

“Whatever” Bill says going into the kitchen.

I didn’t say anything to him the rest of my stay.

It was now 8 pm and I was suppose to been home. I get up and tell Bob I’m leaving Langston said she can drop me off but she isn’t leaving until 10.

“No I can just walk it is not far” I say.

“You sure it is dark outside” Lang says.

“I’ll walk her.” Bill says getting up.

“No, I am fine. I can walk myself”

“I am walking you and that’s final.” He says.

I don’t say anything I just walk out and he follows me about 5 minutes into the walk. He stops and grabs me turn me around and kiss me. I pull back and just looked at him and turned back around and started walking.

The rest of the walk was silent. As we turned down the block to where I lived I told him to turn back around so my parents won’t see who I was walking with. I say bye and finished walking up the last block. When I get to the house no one is there. I’m happy. 

I open the door and go up to my room and I just lay on my back looking at the ceiling. Thinking about what happened. I didn’t understand why. Why did he kissing me out of nowhere. He was just mad at me. Ugh! My feelings are all over the place.

I get knocked out of my thoughts when I hear my phone vibrate. I look to see that it’s Bernard.

*Text Convo*

Bernard: “Hey, what’s up?”

Me: “Nothing. In my room lying down. What’s up with you?”