High School Crush

Chapter 5

>>Kimmy POV<<

I was delirious, because my crush finally getting closer to me, though it was just about homework. But I can't contain my feeling during the way home. I was smiling to myself, replaying the scene between me and my crush sitting together. I didn't realize I was sighing, still feeling high remebering me and Aiden.

Then the next morning, I found myself humming in school, before my friend, Tatiana, saying hi to me and nodding to some secluded part of the school, because she wanted to say something to me.

"Hi Kimmy, I heard you were with Aiden yesterday night" Tatiana started with saccharine smile. She tried so hard to show a genuine smile, but something in my gut said the otherwise.

I scratch my forhead while saying " Yeah..about that. Who was saying that to you?". I really interested in knowing who started this rumour, I don't like where this is going. Everyone with eyes could saw that yesterday was just study nothing happened.

Tatiana offered me a smile making like it was nothing while putting her hand on my shoulder saying " Yes Kim, relax, I just want to inform you that, actually Aiden didn't appreciate a girl making move like that". Whoaa, what happened here, if I didn't know better I would referred her as jealous girlfriend. But I was confirmed that nothing was going on between Aiden and Tatiana, except they were from same junior school before.

Tatiana was said it too that they weren't a thing. Though me and Whatsyoever always curious, how can a girl like her didn't fall head over heel over Aiden, not forgetting they went to same school, and Aiden was a nice catch. But in the past, she always manage to dodge it, saying there was another boy she loved, but never once share his name to us.

Out of my reverie, feeling shock and a bit hurt by that statement, silently hoping the word wasn't from Aiden, I informed her calmly, " Oh come on Tatiana, who was saying I was making a move on Aiden? It wasn't like we sit together in a secluded part and chatting yada yada yada. I wasn't touching his hand, yes we sat together but there was thick book between us. And a lot of other students were there too". I slightly hurt from the gibberish gossip. Really, was that how they saw me? To stoop that low. Puhleaseee,,, I have pride too.

Tatiana offering me a smile which didn't quite reach her eyes while tapping my back, saying "But, He was texting me to inform you, that to never making a move like that again, he didn't feel comfortable with it. It was just his character Kim."

I gasped with disbelieved covering my mouth with both hands, said" Omg ,, does that really Aiden's word? Why does He had to text you, why not me instead, or better said it to my face yesterday? You should see his face, he didn't show any rejection, and I came to him accidentally after asking four other smart people, so I just can't believe he said that to you via sms. Can I see his word Tati?".

She was searching her phone through messages, and saying it should be over here somewhere, and then said "I don't think you should see it. I just informing his message to you, because he didn't feel comfortable to say it to you in person Kim." I counter back, "Please let me see it, I just want to see his text, I can't believed he seems so nice, but what he said behind my back is hurtful." My eyes start brimming with tears but I managed to hold it, really my first love did that despicable things, why? I force to see the text mesage, maybe if I see it with my own eyes, my crush to Aiden since freshmen year would disappear in an instant.

And Tatiana said "No, you shouldn't", and what she did next, shocked me, she deleted the message instead.

But I know better since then, maybe He really hate me. Maybe I was ugly enough for him to make him said that stingy word, and to utter disbelieve, he should said it to his friend? I think I'm going to barf.

I muttered thanks for the info to Tatiana, and walked helplessly to restroom. Thanks God, there was nobody, and I started crying for my broken heart. My crush, crumple my heart with his spiteful word. I was so humiliated, though I should be thankful to Aiden because however he helped me with my homework.

Then after what feels like forever I wash my puffy red face, and blow my nose trying to calm my nerves. I look at my reflection in the mirror, I saw long haired girl that hair need to be tame and a green eyes which has been red by now behind the grandmother glasses she always wear to school. Enough is enough...I need to change now, to be beautiful and make my self worthed. Deciding maybe If I didn't encounter Aiden in any occassion and be invisible to him while trying to be beautiful this stupid crush feeling will be dissipate and maybe I will turn the table.

So I called my flamboyan boyfriend, saying I need his magic.